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CROSSES.

Jolene Crosses
25 May .
Dancer
crosses25@hotmail.com


I do advertorials and photoshoots ;
Any performing opportunity,
Feel free to contact me.

Glorify

Friends.
Performing.
Dance.
Guitar;
Bands.
Visual Kei.
Gigs.
Jamming.
Jrock.
Cosmetic.
Goth.
Beyonce.
Sweet Treats.
Fashion.
Food.
Sports.
Blogging.
Travelling.
Photoshoots.

The beauty of death

Lust

Fabulousity.
A band.
Money.
Flying V.
Guitar/Drum lesson.
Givenchy Phenomen mascara.
Fabric paints.
Camera.
Perfomances.

Life’s like a performance. With every chance, Do your very best or fail it.


WHISPER.I DO BITE.


You can talk about me,
Cuz I'm a hot topic.



J is..
GET OUT

xanga BoltsofCrosses
Credits:
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Everytime - Lincoln Hawk
THOSE DAYS I REGRETTED.

March 2005
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007


TAKE SIDES AS YOU WISH.
just dont imply. (:
it's like I CARE.

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i died.
10/30/2007 08:01:00 PM

Monday, October 29, 2007

whadever

Friendship is just aint worthy.
putting it as priority may have been a stupid thing to do.



my mindset is changing.
things that were once important,
doesnt seems like it is to be anymore.


my nails, i aint keeping them either already.


i'm going with my interests.


i live my way , i live with my beliefs and thoughts.
even easily influenced.
i'm trying to keep with my own thinking.
for - LIVE FOR YOURSELF AND not others.


loneliness is not a reason to love;

-& i grave ;

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i died.
10/29/2007 11:50:00 PM

Saturday, October 27, 2007


stenches of rotting.
heads bursting,
corpses increasing.
voices vanishing,
blood condensing.
love depleting,
odium stacking.
iniation conquered.


went out with amanda today and outings with her never fails to turn out so happily. (:
and i saw so many people.
kenneth,terrance,bibi they all. ; jabez; xiaolynn ; raymond tan;lorinna; that fugly-cant-dance-girl (:

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i died.
10/27/2007 02:43:00 AM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007


HEYS, online shop launched!
http://www.royalust.wordpress.com/



i died.
10/24/2007 11:24:00 PM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007


*frankie is adores! :D
ignore that by the way.

to:

i may be myself, you may be yourself.
questions without answers,
happiness was not true.
i dint feel like talking much,
you just cant understand me.
fraud, false.
we 're all making tales.
may it be fairy,
may it be evil.
would i be happier if it's just the four of you.



the moon that is full is never round .
just the same ,
it's not adequate to fill me up.
emptiness , not satisfy, uncontented.
lonely, isolated, i aint feeling happy.
keep those jeers,
act no queer.
once again, shall crosses say ,

BE GONE WITH THE WIND.


affected by nana,i couldnt care much.


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i died.
10/23/2007 10:33:00 PM

Friday, October 19, 2007


ALRIGHTS!
my food & nutrition paper scored 64 and it was the highest among the class.
it's was pretty surprising when ruting tai told me.


it's ting dear's birthday now.




the loveliest dear turned 15! (: guys, that's too bad, she's taken.! by mm and me! haha.
ting dear : HAPPYYS BIRTHDAY! CHEERS TO OUR THREE YEARS OF DEARSHIP" AND STILL EVER COUNTING ON! :D

i'm damn hooked on NANA. i 'm thinking of getting the same number of ear piercing as the rock nana. (: sachiko is bitch! RANTS! NANAs rock. watashi wa NANA chan desu! hai hai!

linking up people in a short time, please leave your link in the tag board.
`MISSCROSSES.if you know it, possess it then .


i died.
10/19/2007 01:17:00 AM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007


note of the day : ridiculous bitch.
get a life. stop being insecure (:
your acts revealed signs of kiddish , & i think even a teenager like me deal stuffs better than yous (:

; went eunos with chuwen , taitais,amanda, benson.
; took a weird number bus, and i past kaikai's house! was abit high.
; sat bus 854 back to yishun , past a stop that fzy and i boarded b4 and beneo's church.
ironic memories.

my blog is so dead.

my fye results :
╤Elective geog = 28/50
╤Chinese = 44/70
╤physics = 32/50
╤ MATHS 29/100

hate all this arse. i did study . ):

`MISSCROSSES; hate me all you wanted, you're just a pea.

i died.
10/17/2007 08:34:00 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007


PS; i drew the following pictures in this post. and i quite liked it.




GOALs.

Goals and expections are such far cry.
what is the purpose of having goals when you aint even supposed to reach them.
setting higher aims , means higher disappointment. i'm sorrys if i'm disheartening but human beings are supposed to live up to others' expectations. shit it. and i can clearly stand out and say, i 'm stinking up to whoever's expectation of me.

i'm changing , so much. till i do not understand whad's good for me anymore. i live for myself, anticipate love to shower on me. but obstacles do happen. my human rights are so murdered by assasins like expectations, views and opinions.
i thought that i had always been myself in front of everyone. i do not know why but i felt so exhausted, so sick of everything in life. is being aimless better? or having a goal that you know that you will never get approval better? and when you try to pursue, you would be seen as rebelious.

i'm just a teenager who wanna absorb all the essence of youth , pursue dream and deem respect.
ii've lost it.

i hate life. i hate stacking up my arse to tender into your words.


i'm losing more than i have. so much more. i'm changing , alot. i've became much unfriendlier, fierce, crude, uncouth, bore-so-much-hate. manns, who loves me?

& i dunnoe whad helps.


get lost and stares off me.
ii dun like friends, mine. whad's all this for?
ii aint initiating much contacts to people. be glad if i do so.



and i dun wish to contact those "frens" who are ungrateful , unappreciative and take things for granted. i aint obliged to do whadever.


ONCE AGAIN , LIFE's AIMLESS.





i died.
10/16/2007 12:40:00 AM

Saturday, October 13, 2007


BRENDON REALLY SUCKS.

he's so pfuit. anything, shant care bout these people anymore.
spot , and get lost.


The Cheeries went out yest and it was not too bad.
(:
we took like a few hundreds of pics. like yeahs, it've been long since i do these stuffs.

shall upload. it's was fun. but the feeling, is like not there.


& i love my ting dear. (:

§
necessity is the mother of invention ;
i wanna invent a teleporter and a time machine.
i hate travelling home.


i died.
10/13/2007 11:04:00 PM

Thursday, October 11, 2007


came across this thing, oh yeahs, it's for my birthdate 25may92. michelle this is for yous too! :D


click for bigger image. it's my tarot cards. from facebook.





it states that my power cards are THE LOVER AND THE FOOL.





The Lovers indicates both the most powerful of unions and the most challenging of conflicts. On one side, The Lover’s embodies love and union on a cosmic scale. A love so strong, so inherently good that it actually makes the lovers better. All of the elements are there for the perfect union. The Lovers represent all powerful unions in general and the elements that sustain them. The problem The Lovers face is temptation and the decision to act immorally to take advantage of other opportunities that would be defined as transgressions.The Lovers influence is increased when The Empress is among your personal cards. Having The Hierophant or The Hermit in your personal cards may diminish the influence of the Lovers.







This card represents the dreamer in you, the idealist, the mystic. The Fool desires to do great things, but is often unaware of just how difficult great things are to do. He must always be very careful of the choices he makes, and remember that knowledge is his ally. The Fool often symbolizes a new beginning, unrestrained optimism and curiosity that hasn’t been dulled by time. While The Fool may well indicate a lack of experience or grasp of the pitfalls along the path he is taking, it is equally true that his lack of experience leads him to believe all things are possible, which brings nearly impossible goals within his grasp.When The Hanged Man or The Star are among your personal cards, the influence of The Fool may be increased. Having The Devil in your personal cards may diminish the influence of The Fool.



Your Desire Cards
-Focus on your ambitions and dreams.

The Hermit denotes a need to have some space between you and everyday hustle and bustle of a busy world. The Hermit needs to retreat. Indeed, happiness for The Hermit requires seclusion, freedom for material wants and time for intense introspection. The answers The Hermit needs cannot be found in our physical world. The truths he seeks are internal and spiritual. The distraction of a well developed social life can only impede his quest for personal truths. Still, The Hermit does sometimes need to share time with others so that he can learn or teach, guide or be guided. The Hermit’s time spent amongst people depletes his energy quickly. To avoid an overlord, he has to retreat from social settings quickly.When The High Priestess is among your personal cards, the influence of The Hermit may be increased. Having The World or The Lovers in your personal cards may diminish the influence of The Hermit.




Your Lucky Cards
-Represent elements that favor you.

(omigud. death is my lucky card.)(the definition had elaborated on what i meant by the beauty of death.)
First and foremost, Death does not specifically pertain to our physical death. The Death card marks ends and beginnings. Although most illustrations of the Death card tend to be morbid, the forces behind the Death card are actually quite exciting. Yes, Death does mark the end of something, but ends are often brought about by completion and not loss. Most endings are actually good, and make room for us to begin new adventures.When The Tower is among your personal cards, the influence of Death may be increased. Having The Fool or The Empress in your personal cards may diminish the influence of Death.

& there's so much more. haha. (:

oh yeahs, and ii would like to address that i dun really enjoy anonimity if any of my blog. (: chills.


there's some sort of like an outing within the cherry jms luhs. which is consisting of yokting,ruting,qiaohui,meiling and me of course.
it's tml . i freaking dun feel like going at all. idk why, but i'm kinda clear that sometime it isnt as joyous uhs. whad's the point of not being happy . boo ):
CYA GUYS , PICS ARE GONNA BE UP REAL SOON! : D
death is lucks.


i died.
10/11/2007 03:00:00 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007


& i so miss taking neo print and acting cute. hmms.
so feel like doing so now. feel like taking all those freaking ego act cute pics. hah.

After a whole day of blog hopping , watching tv, yeahs, i so know my chemistry results tml.


(:



just a pic. peace out.(: anws, that's the oh-so-famous lyd.

i died.
10/10/2007 10:33:00 PM




Friendship is fraud.
Take a leap forward and try to smile.
Let bygones be bygones, even if it's never easy.
STRIVE.

JOBS INTRO NEEDED!!!***

i died.
10/10/2007 04:03:00 PM

Sunday, October 07, 2007



HELLOS!
alrights, it's kinda the exam period and it's 2.32am rights now.
BUT, ii cant bear to see my blog going down just like that!patronise more,PPLE! (:
thanks for tagging!

statue of liberty.
bliss.


JJZQ.

all that seduction.

rock of fate.

tolerance is the new victory.

all that pictures above are pictures that are taken when qh , ling , my family ii went hupa villa. hehs(: qh dint send me pics of them . boo off.


DANCE ! that performance day!
oh yae, and if anyone would like to share the video, you can go to youtube and search RYTEFULLY 14 (:
pics and more stuffs shall be coming up! :D

currently ::
*a little stressed yet not doing anything bout it. ):
*& hell looking forward for a hairstyle to cut.
*planning whad to do immediately eoys.
*looking for job . (got job intro?)
*need money.
`MISSCROSSES. I NEED A JOB TO SURVIVE ON!.


i died.
10/07/2007 02:30:00 AM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007


ii'm alrights now.
all ii can say, ii'm left alone (:
thanks peps, studdyy studdy!!!!

i died.
10/02/2007 07:43:00 PM