Jolene Crosses

2012-02-12T02:24:00.001+08:00

Neck kisses <3
just being really random!!!!

I will do well for fyp!
I must believe that i will do well!

Even though time seems to be a bitch.

2012-01-28T02:33:00.001+08:00

My blog is prolly the only space i can retreat to.

Not even a single friend,
I uttered.

How overwhelmed.
How nothing should have ever happened.

2012-01-28T02:28:00.001+08:00

The family is falling apart.
Maybe i shant give much damn too.

Just let's all fight and die.

We will die somehow anyway.

If you havent, maybe you shouldnt.

2012-01-25T08:26:00.001+08:00

Have you ever loved someone so much, that no one else can occupy that vacuum in you.

If you havent, i guess you shouldnt.

Because I had.

Friends

2012-01-14T03:21:00.001+08:00

True friend aint good friend
Good friend aint close friend
Close friend aint true friend

And the cycle goes.

Seriously, what are friends for?

Want to stay in bed. Whole day and night.

2011-12-28T16:58:00.001+08:00

OMG.2011 is ending!

2011-12-28T13:46:00.001+08:00

2012's coming! WORLD'S ENDING!

So..why are we all celebrating!?

放弃；谁。

2011-12-19T11:28:00.001+08:00

I said that i am giving up.
Its different from moving on.

Giving up just means numbing myself from any potential pain.

Go, be with all the girlfriends.
I am sorry.
--------

Had too much shit happening on me recently.
I just really need someone to be here for me.
It's really painful to bear it myself.
Everyday, every now and then, i am living in the shadows of fear.
I am gettig this phobia when guys come near me.
If only, i was a guy.
I need to get out of this tramau.

2011-12-13T00:09:00.001+08:00

好多心事

2011-12-07T22:42:00.001+08:00

Overwhelmed by stress.
And memories.

2011-12-01T18:11:00.001+08:00

I m so pissed w everything.
So upsetting.
Omg.

I just hope i survive.

I never found the words to say.

2011-11-30T01:13:00.001+08:00

Everything tt i do, reminds me of you ~

2011-11-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

把我收在回忆里，
别把我忘了。

这样就足够了。

As said,
Watching him
Is just too painful.
But, how should i let go.

Yello!

2011-11-16T02:02:00.001+08:00

i was in Sunday Times!
And never did i know that my pic gonna be so huge. Just excited!

Totally got a panick attack when i see friends twitting, whatsapping me all sorts of comments!

And. Yes, I am Jolene Lee from temasek polytechnic (design).
A daily fact, yet i think i havent mentioned much here.

2011-11-13T04:36:00.001+08:00

Just in case something happens.

Meeting all my friends and loved ones. And being able to dance. To design.
And coming across so many great Experience with everysingle one.
It was amazing.
Thanks all.

Chest's hurting.
Squeezy.

Fragile.

2011-11-13T04:24:00.001+08:00

Gone.

2011-11-13T04:20:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7So13xIrTUs&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Gone. Forever.
Just realized last night.

Gone. Forever.
Not even a glimpse.

Gone. Forever.
It's a painful realization.

Cowardacy. Aught.
For none shall cry to myself anymore.

I am ashamed of those tears, myself

Brave up, be strong, march on.

Goodnight,450.

2011-11-10T04:51:00.001+08:00

Will update w my recent happenings soon!

And i am gonna be teaching kpop!
Even though its not hiphop or other genres, i m really happy to be teaching!
My goal for dance this year is to teach, and yes!(:

But again, i really need to manage every inch of my time well!

Fyp started, hence a late night post at 4:50am will occur.

Goodnight,
Miss you.

Two in love, why cant they just be?

We. Us. Me. You. None.

2011-11-09T02:04:00.001+08:00

I know we are impossible,
but why am i holding to the non existing hopes.

Hi blog,

2011-11-08T03:22:00.001+08:00

Every day and night.
Fighting the urge to.
Because i am no longer of importance.

Dont want to appear as a nuisance.

Someone,
please come and sweep me off my feet. Get me mind blown.

If only i care less.

2011-10-30T01:47:00.001+08:00

2011-10-28T01:55:00.001+08:00

You gave me hands to hold on.
When I reached out, it was an empty facade.

If you aint taking, i am leaving.
Because you left a long while back.
These hands here.
Ever ready.
Aint you being cruel.

I cant imagine myself loving someone attached anymore.
Pop the bubbs.

Mundane.

2011-10-28T01:47:00.001+08:00

Mood : feeling empty inside.

Catched 'what's your number' w Sam.
Who's gonna be my 20th? Hahaha.
Makes me wanna have a boy.

And i am loving those flatforms Mande gave me. Thanks sweet:)

QP

2011-10-25T10:52:00.001+08:00

With alot of love <3

Blessed to have such friends.

And thanks claire and sheryl who are there for almost almost all my showcase competition!
even my dad appreciates that:)

Stay strong all of us.

I love yall.
Kaiting.Mingshuang.Sheryl.Claire.

I have been quite a happy girl! And now, i am back to sch! Yawns.

JOLENECROSSES X

All will be good(:

2011-10-04T00:35:00.001+08:00

Will pick my life up from here :)
Live and lead more meaningful days!

Endless. Agony.

2011-09-25T01:22:00.001+08:00

Tonight.
I feel that i can sleep forever.
With you in my dreams.

Why the tears, endless.
I am feeling so much pain inside.
I really dont know why.

I know.
He've let go.
And.
I have to too.

Sanity. Where are you.

2011-09-25T00:47:00.001+08:00

What if i am ill.

I dont feel anything yet everything seems uncontrollable.

Devoted. Or. Dumb.

2011-09-14T13:31:00.001+08:00

一年了
不该再去猜想
不该再感到痛
但是
我还是一样的，脆弱。

以为自己很勇敢，坚强
好像错了

需要向前，
因为，只有我一个人在徘徊。

Thanks for everything since the very first time i met you. If you are reading this.
It's been a year.
And it could have been our second.

Just alot of thoughts.

And, i think my chinese improved!

Weakling

2011-09-07T23:35:00.001+08:00

I am weak. Not physically. In the things i do. Why.

It's like cheerilee.

2011-08-25T16:04:00.000+08:00

It is Jojobolt and questionmark boy!

Who's gonna be the questionmarkboy? hmmm.

Do you wanna be? hehe.

Super Cute Domo Kun!

Saw it on www.neonmonster.com !

It's an interesting site with a variety of graphics and more towards comics type of stuff.

Just a really really random post.

and I miss you.

Genius

2011-08-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

Giorgio Armani Fall 2011 campaign

Really Sleek.
Love the cutting, stylelines, and play of colours.
Even though it's black and salmon pink, it plays a fair glimpse of balance and dont come off too overpowering.
The colors combination brought the attention to the amazingly constructed piece.
Wow.

For more pictures ,
http://fashiongonerogue.com/giorgio-armani-fall-2011-campaign-sasha-pivovarova-mert-marcus/#more-59250

I AM CUTE

2011-08-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

this is JoJo.

I have a face, which i presume that alot of people find me immature looking.

It's like youthful or some say cute.

Because i have a chubby face, and some say rounded facial features.

Because of this,

I tend to be not taken seriously,

And I AM QUITE A SERIOUS PERSON

(when it comes to proper matters like school or dance)

;

dont treat me as if i cant do anything right.

Solo and carefree.

2011-08-22T03:29:00.001+08:00

But your ride on my present.
Being such a hidrance.
My ostacle isnt you. But me, myself.

I miss you. For all the words you weaved me through.

2011-08-17T00:44:00.001+08:00

I see myself walking back, running back.
To you.
But I stopped. Somehow.

Same old words.
I need to move the fuck on.

ADM or VSC?

2011-08-08T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hello Jello!
Hope my new layout is greeting well.
Keep the comments coming in, constructive and positive ones.
The rest. Just shuff it up your own asses okay? :)

JOLENE logo

/Find , J O L E N E in it! :)

XOXO,

Stay tuned.

With those Big Heads.

2011-08-08T10:13:00.003+08:00

Are you ready to go big on those heads?!

The Big Hat Comeback by thelabelfashion

Some of the pictures in this video aint as stylized as we supposed them to be,
but pay attention of the details or even the perfect silhouette it adds to those wearers.

Hats
- A PASS or FAIL

To me, I always think that hats instantly add a glam up effect to the whole outfit.
And it is also somewhat like 'make up'. Worn near the face and sets a gleam on those facial features.

Astrid by Bo Brinkenfalk for Schön Magazine

link: http://fashiongonerogue.com/astrid-bo-brinkenfalk-schon-magazine/#more-59150

Editorial Moment: Numéro #123 Goes Western

link: http://hautecoutureandwhiskey.blogspot.com/2011/05/editorial-moment-numero-123-goes.html

xoxo,

but never wear a hat too big.

Dont overstimate too high.

Abundance of Redundance

2011-07-28T10:28:00.001+08:00

Silence brought upon thoughts.
Thoughts that could never happen.
I miss you.

I don't know how it's like to like someone anymore.
My heart's dead.
It's too icy cold.

Fall 2011

2011-07-14T01:01:00.004+08:00

Colors for this Fall 2011!

Arent they gorgeous?!

From mustard, to warm pinky washes,

and teal to grey quarry and earthy liqueur.

How do we not taste fabulous.

Come on, TIME TO ROCK THE STREET!

Credit : http://www.pantone.com/pages/pantone/Pantone.aspx?pg=20834&ca=4

Looks I've Created!

(In consideration of Singapore Killer weather)

Fall Blaze

A flash of rocker look and a hint of boho chic.

Using grey hues, chocolaty brown leather to enhance the look, definitely brightens up any skin tone!

Keep in the adds of bright tints to unleash that playful rocker dear you!

For something more college and slightly formal,

We definitely hear birds chipping about LAYERING!

And of course, the nest look is perfect for a summer/fall sunday brunch with your girlfriends or even a sassy hot date.

Lay the Layers

A more proper and professional look without having to whine about throwing all those fun perks away!

Playing with stripes and floral prints.

Juggling with those beautiful Brights of cool hues,

and tinge of pinks, topping with those orange Elie Saab.

How would this outfit not be fab?

Quirkel

And if you are feeling kinda, Arty today,

Try pairing up the brights together and neutralize them with some camel tones!

Do drop me some formspring at www.formspring.me/jolenecrosses
and let me know what do think about this post! :)

-Caramelee

Meowdom.

2011-07-07T14:16:00.001+08:00

Meowmeow ate a fishball with yummy nacho cheese and topped with salsa, with mac and cheese fillings in the core of the ball.
Just bein random!

Life

2011-07-04T01:43:00.001+08:00

My life suck.
And I hate crying.

Cute

2011-07-02T04:14:00.001+08:00

Tattoo!I promise. To revive this blog.

:)

2011-06-30T23:24:00.001+08:00

Watch this space.
Gonna be back with happier treats.
(cocoa!!) (iwisheditwasmine, neh, friend's)

Be blessed.

2011-06-28T22:41:00.001+08:00

You kept it mum.
Not appreciating a single bit.
Yes, watch my back still.
Thanks.
But I wouldnt do the same.
It's too painful.

-

2011-06-22T23:36:00.001+08:00

I cant remember when was the last time i felt so painful.

Cold

2011-06-21T01:19:00.001+08:00

I want to run away.
From home.
From reality.
From all misery.
And flee.

I need to cry.
I need to talk.
But, weak.
Too weak.

Trusting only myself.
Me, my heart.
Icy cold.
Defensive.

SUNDAE. OR MCFLURRY?

2011-06-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

Woke up to hints of loss.
Greeted with reminiscence of last night's mare.
Wondered what was yesterday.
What is tomorrow.
Take me and chance upon.

It's a desire, this bad.
Improvements.
Time doesn't wait.
And I am not yet anywhere.
Like, victory of the not enough.
Sounds familiar?
Ha.

Sundae Pie!
(星期天）

LAST DAY WORKING AS A BILLABONG FLYER GIRL!:)
Had great fun working with all the lovely people!
But, I went with my half subsided fever. D:

Big hat!

Lovely colleague! CH'ng !

Having my interview tmr.
Hope I will feel alot better.
Thanks all for those kind 'get well soon' wishes.
Appreciate it!

Just before I slam down and collapse,

HOT With fever,
J

Splats on the grey.

2011-06-19T02:53:00.001+08:00

How i look with hues splattered on grey.

星期五：high fever. Was in bed the whole day.
星期六：doctor and pills ): met sam and jane.

Jane got a pair quite nice but not my type of shoes. But its nice uh. She doesnt want her 'look at te fatty ' pic here, so... Her feet!

Samariak:

ALL THE SHOES I LIKE, DONT HAVE MY SHOE SIZE. MAJOR SIAN. AND I MEANT LIKE, at least 7 pairs of shoes. Fucking high interest to get shoes right now.

-------
Sometimes, i need someone.
Somehow.

You got my heart all jetlagged.

2011-06-17T08:18:00.001+08:00

YELLO CARAMELDROPLETS!
Have you missed me?
Am gonna be back to blogging !(:
Teehee.

------
I missed saying good morning to your sunset.
And my heart goes jetlagged.

2011-05-31T01:49:00.001+08:00

Is there an easier route for me to take?

2011-05-23T01:47:00.001+08:00

I have been reduced to feeling like that.

Am I ready?

2011-05-04T04:12:00.001+08:00

**Please note : KaiTing is not joining us as she's having her A levels.
So dont be too disappointed! She might be gg down to watch, Right dear? :)

2011-05-02T03:35:00.001+08:00

2011-04-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

就像陌生人.

心还不算痛，

算什么。

R

2011-04-21T04:43:00.001+08:00

2011-04-20T02:01:00.001+08:00

Beat

2011-03-29T02:26:00.001+08:00

set my heart on skip beat pulse;

Have been dancing and having school at the same time , ongoing .
And I swear, It almost killed me.

fucking drained out.
But thank god, I AM JOLENECROSSES.
hahaha.

Preparation of GEM 6.
I am kinda dissappointed with myself.
Not having the time to train with the rest, i definitely look so bad as a dancer D:
Oh well, at least I cant wait to level up.

and generally, where's your sense of urgency dancers?!
Not all but might be most.
But, anw, TAKEGOODCARE of yourselves because the show's gonna be as awesome as we are (:

Just hoping everything turns out good.

THANKS ALL WHO SUPPORTED TPDE PRODUCTION THIS YEAR!
FULL HOUSE FOR BOTH DAYS.

**I snipped my hair!

Coward underneath.

2011-03-04T02:03:00.001+08:00

Tears.
They just slide across the wonderland of this stage.
Blows up as cheeks.
Just streams down like how those river flows along heartaches.
Towards the ears.
Slowly sinking into the pillows.
Those, are the closest whom soaked up everything bad.

Dunked my head and a body w heavily woed heart.

All i know is.
After so long.
It pain with every breath.
Every thought.

Or i m just crazy.
Crazy to be emotional like that?
Fuck you.

Addiction

2011-03-03T18:50:00.001+08:00

Your daily dosage of caramel droplet.
Cant wait to start blogging once over again. Sorry readers!
Just letting you guys know that you can actually ask me questions!(: at the formspring widget on the left!

You left me open.

2011-03-02T11:13:00.001+08:00

M

2011-02-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much , i can cry.
But too numb and frozen.

Osip is all that i am pinning on. For you.

Loud out.

2011-02-25T00:36:00.001+08:00

If life is all only about you.
Why dont you just fuck off and live on your own island.

People i know nowadays just go on and keep yakking abt their lives and show zero interest in listening.
Listening. Just give a thought.
What if you are deaf?
Will you appreciate more?

As i grow older.
I take a good look ard me and,
Finally came to a realization that.
I do know alot of pple.
But. How many are worthy to the term 'friends'.
Some, i cant even be bothered anymore.

Us as haze.

2011-02-24T13:09:00.001+08:00

Our love was such a haze.
But it never fails to amazed.
If time has given grace.
It would not be that tough to chase.

Cranes in lust.

2011-02-22T23:47:00.000+08:00

How's life everyone?

It's kinda sad that loveitcrosses is kinda dead uh?

Haven have anytime to sit down and pen a post.

Life's typically hella hectic nowadays.

School-SEW,DANCE.
END OF DAY.
SOUNDS AWESOME?
Wait till you get a taste of stiff neck, and back aches.

I am no longer the crazy girl who dont give a damn about schoolwork.
Changed so much.

AND I LOST MY SPECS ON VETTING DAY.

aight, shall blog about the various events. Those pictures aint fitting no where in this posts.
<3

Hope you miss me like i miss you.

High on stress

2011-01-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

已经变成了沉默。已经化成灰了吗？Feels screwed and high on stress. Please keep those sticks away. Highly tempting.

Broken

2011-01-16T18:41:00.004+08:00

The previous post was more than any random shitz,

and I found out so much today.

Things that makes me feel dumb and all.

Not that I thought it was wrong for you to do it.

Just shocked and disappointed.

I understand.

I have an ex now.

Nothing,

All's gonna be fine.

Just feeling kinda broken.

2011-01-16T12:02:00.002+08:00

Make or Break my day.

I just realized.

The person i loved was you, not you.
Or prolly I didnt know you well enough.

Why should I be the one chasing,

when you are so willing to let go.

If you want me,

you gotta show.

Same in my case.

But I have shown enough,

And I am tired of it.

I miss you.

-

2011-01-03T14:02:00.001+08:00

如果不是因为寂寞，
请再说一次的我爱你。

2011-01-01T15:30:00.001+08:00

goodbye;
TWENTYTEN

Was Kind.

Was Good.

to me.

Thanks all who crossed path in this year.

Gems, Making my own garments, Performances , Shows (geisha , Bunny, Stars at Ion) , SNEF, Becoming a Main Comm in TPDE, Folken,
Tears, Joy, Laughter, Fun, Friends, Breaking Up, Parties, drunk bit, Magazine, newspaper fame.Experiencing and hearing death.ComBased 2010, Fashion shows and all.

Battle @ Br8k out @ Zirca

Battles : Super Jam,. Get Down, MITC, Whatcha Got, Br8k out.

Turning EIGHTEEN.

And SO MUCH MORE OMG.

Goodbye 2010, Thanks for being such a good year for me minus those bits of heartbreak.

I think I've been handling my time pretty well, independence and loneliness. I sucked them all up.
Being in Design School, Main Comm, taking performances and shows and still partying hard.
I think i'm really doing good.
performance @ SNEF

Friends, never lacking.
Real Friends, hardly.
I will not bother for those pple who dont put in the minimal efforts as a friend.

hello;
TWENTYELEVEN

I will start 2011 fresh and good.

It is time to step our games up.

Dance
IMPROVE, anyone wanna train me.
JD
Suntec
Time for competitions and battles.
Go into Popping or waacking.
Achieve Turtle and one more freeze.
Body Conditioning, and Improve core and strength.
Take on more shows.

♥

But of course, my main concern now is GEMS 6!
To all in TPDE:
Let's all work together well and make GEMS 6 a friggin good one. TPDE is everyone's, not just mine or yours. Let's all do our best parts to do it good okay. TPDE TO THE WHOLE NEXT LEVEL! FIGHTING! Mean it when you say you love tpde, otherwise, dont.

♥

Design
Build portfolio
Take on Projects
Aim for better GPA

♥

Must, have abs and at least shed 3 KGs by June Please!
And, to be a better person.

Sleep more and eat healthily.
I'm sick of being sickly.

earn some good money!
Spend more time with family and grandparents!
And maybe getting inked.

♥

What about you guys?
What's your 'Resolutions' ? :)

♥

Lastly, I aim for happiness.

HAPPY 2011 all. ♥

and, i love..

my QP!

We all damn chio right.
HAHAHA.

Ion Performance

2010-12-18T00:22:00.001+08:00

Show at Ion Orchard!

Alot of pple wanted pictures with us.

Do send me if you have any pictures with you! :)

Alex Tan! The performer! (:

Love Marsh! :)

Jean Danker!

Marsh!

Tyra!

I love doing such shows!

Bring on those glitz and glamz.

Roll those bags

2010-12-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

Just like rock and roll.

Thank god for new inventions.

Check out my eye bags . and ignore my messy hair.

Recieved this Ginvera Roller.

I was really all excited by these products.

Just offering a fact :
i sleep an average of 3 hours per day, or sometimes if i'm lucky, a little more :)

Review:

Upon rolling it in a direction, it really feels damn shiok!
It's freaking cooling.
And it just provides the moisture that any skin would ever ask for!

After applying, slowly using my fingers to dab and allow the essence of green tea to be absorbed.

THE BEST THING IS,
you can use the roller to massage which i swear,
is 超爽！

you must be thinking,ewww!
Keep using the same roller not disgusting ar?!

NOPE, apparently it provides a certain energy to prevent any bacteria growth!

The only thing is,
the effects aint really that obvious, or i'm just sleeping way too lil.

Ginvera Marvel Gel

I thought that it would be better to test it on my hands cos it really gives a freaking awesome exfoliation!

It apparently exfoliates and even whiten skin leaving it all bright!

All the SI PI! DEAD SKINS!

Bright renewed skin!

All i can say, is
I LOVE MARVEL GEL!

BYE BLACKHEADS.
I HATE YALL.

Such saturday

2010-12-03T13:58:00.001+08:00

Such nostalgia.
Airport.
Departure.
Hong kong.

But i expected an arrival because you promised so.

I wanna walk away, but i am rooted to the ground we used to play.
I wanna swim , but i am stuck in the sea of memories .

Is it time to move on?

Death

2010-11-27T11:29:00.001+08:00

Death,
A word that is never meant to be a daily slang.
A word too shallow to be true.
A word to profound to elaborate.

Death's too easy.
Death's too cruel.

An escapade,
Or misery.

Bitter.
Yet Sweet.

i told someone special-ed that i think i will die at a young age. So basically, now tt im telling yall, you are special too(:

Full of ill. I am just a container of illness. For now, at only 18, i have terrible nose problems, and massive tummyache daily.
I really dont know what to expect when im older.

My lifestyle is extremely ugly. I can never even enjoy sleep. I eat irregular meals etc... So, i m just damn unhealthy.

I really think i might not live to a ripe old age.

I am not afraid of death.
But i just wouldnt want to waste my life. There's tooooo many things to do and explore.

Life's too short and sudden.
Would you weep?

2010-11-25T11:24:00.001+08:00

Why are girls more emotional.
And guys dont give that much damn.

Sometimes , i hate being me.

Too Brilliant a bulb

2010-11-18T01:08:00.001+08:00

Copenhagen Fashion Week | Peter Jensen

Credit

Caroline-Trentini

Awesome Model! Can I die and reborn to have such body and face?

She Morphed by Vikram Pathak

Love her body alignment and postures.
Love the minimal couture-ish look. Just too amazing.

Love this whole series of fashion photography.

On the streets with those lights and my lovely girls.
Love hate the drizzling weather.

Caramelee
X anyone has any apps for iphone to recommend? X

2010-11-17T01:27:00.001+08:00

The face's pretty isnt it! (L)

Blog more soon! so many things to blog about.

AND MY IPHONE 4 IS ON MY HANDS ALR, THANKS DADDY! (:

Text me your numbers!

Cute butees

2010-11-16T19:44:00.001+08:00

together. not.

2010-11-12T01:59:00.002+08:00

upsetuponseeingallthoseflirtatiousshit.

why cant someone just be in my shoes.

2010-11-10T02:54:00.001+08:00

This is a short post.

When you cry so quietly that no one knows at all.

2010-11-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

好，

只不过是大家个人的意见。

我，

一直都不够。

努力。进步。

Sometimes i wonder if i'm too self-critical.

):

2010-11-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

Whatthemotherlost.

i feel.

Dotted grammaphone

2010-11-03T04:20:00.001+08:00

Ultra love for comfort clothings.
- 'flannel' shoulder dress

- satin high waist shorts

- stripey socks

- red shoes

- pink polka dot , reversible tote (SELF MADE) [FOR SALE]

Ranger Bolt
- Pointy sleeve blue/black stripe dress tucked

- studded Belt

- Blue skirt

-Polka dot grey socks (DAISO)

- My red shoes again,

-BAGGGGGGG FOR SALEEEEE

Handmade A3 Reversible Tote
@$23

= Slightly larger than A3 Size.

= Reversible (Dark Beige on other side)

= Can place even your A3 files and all the possible things!

** if you would like another color/ polka dot color , do email me.

Handmade A4 Reversible Totes available @ $19

-Choices of 2 various fabrics

Interested ? Contact me @ crosses25@hotmail.com

Do watch this space!

* thanks daddy and samk for helping me w the pics.

Dot those grammaphones.
Dotted, Done.

2010-11-01T19:37:00.001+08:00

I experience almost all of the above.
and number 10. can kill me sometimes.

2010-11-01T02:26:00.002+08:00

IFONLYEVERYONEJUSTDANCE

&CHILLTHEFUCKOUT.

Biore Makeup Remover Review!

2010-10-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

First of all, for all the caramel droplets reading!

You all makeup lovers or not,
Redeem a FREE Biore Sample kit which consist of 1 Travel size of Biore Makeup Remover for Eye & Lip, 1 Travel size of Biore Cleansing Oil Cotton Sheets(2 Pcs)

I apply makeup almost everyday, of course when only i'm heading out!
But seldom have that mask on me when i'm gonna dance. It's kinda bad for skin i guess?

I am not sure if i've mentioned before,
I have around 8 sticks (not adding the new ones) of mascara and i'm loving them. I have various types but
I LOVE WATERPROOF MASCARA.

This is basic day make up. Without falsies , blusher and lipstick/gloss.
Depends on my mood too.

-Chanel Matt Foundation
-Maybelline Two Way Cake
-Loreal Colorstay Eyeliner in Black
-Maybelline Volume Express Lift-Up Waterproof Mascara
-Borjouis Ultra Volume Mascara
-Silkygirl shadow in Pink and Purple

AND this mascara is kinda a bomb to remove,
i couldnt get it off with some other point makeup remover.

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Trying out the makeup removers...

Added Lipstick.

(love this pic )

Biore Makeup Remover for Eye & Lip

Reviews

: Gentle and delicate
: Moisturising
: Not really oily ( I WAS TAKEN ABACK)
: Removes make up really fast
: Removes almost everybit of my waterproof Mascara
: Leaves my lips really soft
: Good for the lashes!
[none dropped in the process!]

Shake it up to mix the oil and water!
Apply it on Cotton pad.

In a single direction, swipe cotton pad downwards!
Gently of course.

Before and After .
I know I look freaky but whatever .

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Biore Hydra-Clear Makeup Remover

Review

: Love it! Spare those cotton pad. Just use your fingers.
: For waterproof eye makeup, must remove more than once for thorough cleansing
: After washing off with water, it's refreshing , and leaving my skin moisturised
: Removes lipstick well
: Removes foundation REALLY WELL
: Non Greasy

A few drops on your palm!

Massage and dissolve makeup.

You'll look a lil scary in the process!
So , try not to remove in front of your boyfriend or whoever la!

Looks oily but trust me, it doesnt feel greasy.

Splash Splash!

After patting dry, Clean and make up free!:)

Omg, yae, bare face and enhancing . OMG.

Hope you enjoyed the advertorial,
J.Crosses

:)

2010-10-25T02:03:00.001+08:00

Thanks Martin for the customized cap! :D

Was asking him to help me check out New Era caps
and he called at friggin 730am Sharp!

But it's okay, cos i just reached home from chalet.

He asked : Something about you, about dance.

OMG, I SWEAR I RAKED MY BRAINS FOR IT OKAY.

COS ALL THE WORDS/PHRASE WAS TOO LONGGG.

So i thought of 'Individualism' , 'silent expression' , 'Groove'.

So the next thing i know, i logged into facebook and tadah , ♥♥♥

Thanks for such surprise, Love it.

It look kinda reddish in the pic, but i hope it's PINK! :D

Thanks , for putting such a smile on me.

with much love ,

J. Crosses.

Portrait of Rose below

2010-10-22T03:30:00.001+08:00

Like a drizzle,

Like a dazzle.

Like a dash,

Like a flash.

Life's just fast,

Live young and die harsh.

Who's to decide our fate,

Neither me or you, my mate.

Took me on a ride,

Being by your side.

Thoughts of love,

Thought you were.

Operated as a fool,

I was just a tool.

what is it to me.

2010-10-11T01:37:00.002+08:00

Dance.

Because i love it.

Because i achieve adrenaline rush when i dance.

Because it's something in life that i had always been chasing for.

Because i feel great when people are dancing because of the same reasons.

Because i love to express myself with my body.

Ultimately, i am happy doing it.

one of the few reasons,

when i feel like I'm REALLY dancing.

Just dance and think no more.

Dance because you love it,

not because of the people doing so, not because of the wrongest reasons ever.

Dance out of revenge and hatred is too pathetic, too ugly.

suckers.

this is what it is to me,

what's yours?

to spill blood over the knife.

2010-10-10T00:04:00.003+08:00

just like live a life as if i was never in it before?

seriously,

i dont know what to say.

how to react.

pain.

make it stronger,

like how it's making me stronger.

just,

dont gross me out.

Qp Claire's birthday '10

2010-10-04T22:45:00.001+08:00

I know this is really late.

BUT WHO CARES.

As long as i like it! <3

Celebrations at Marche.
Thanks alot to Claire's parents! <3

Got her a M.A.C eyeliner . Hope you love it girl!

<3 QP BABIES :)

The Cool Iphone Cake:

Pretty Babe!

♥you girl.

I always love meeting up with QP .
I cant wait. SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT.

I MISSYOUALL ,
TING SHERYL SHUANG CLAIRE!

2010-10-04T21:55:00.001+08:00

Love hurts, boys lie,

Friends stab, people die.

Parents yell, you always try,

You're never good enough & you don't know why.

J.essentials

2010-10-03T18:22:00.001+08:00

Advertorial ; Kao Essentials :

As alot of you know, I am in a total present dilemma of whether i should get a rebond and straighten my hair nicely.

But i love my natural frizz cos it has volume that no one else has!

BUT IT'S HELLA TIME CONSUMING AND TOUGH TO MANAGE IT! D:

My hair stylists once told me that my hair ends has no weight to bring the poofiness down. Hence,
Difficult to manage.

AND , MY HAIR IS DAMAGED .
-Rebond
-Dye

= Countless attempts in short period of time.

I felt fluffy when i used
Essentials Damage Care Products!

So,
How do we choose / decide?

I tried out both series of products.

LIKE OMG. THE PINK COLOR IS SO NICE.
OF COURSE WILL BUY THE PINK ONE LA.
But the packaging's all so niceeee!

And the main lead for today :Neon light babies!

The Essential Hair Essence!

I would say, It's AMAZING.

This is the morning, BAD BAD BAD Hair Day condition.

I wanted the effect of both that it can do.

So i applied both together!

Looks SMOOTH RIGHT?

Dude, IT IS SMOOTH.

It still looks a little dry,
Because my hair is like that.
But look at the effect it gave the
LAST 15 CM!

From rough untamed hair ends to quite smooth.

IT IS AMAZING.

Yknowhat :

Instantly repairs and protects damaged hair surface, especially the last 15cm.

• High Purity Honey Oil provides deep moisture
• Ultra Shine Essence gives hair a long-lasting shine
• Fruity floral fragrance

"After application , I have comments from friends as such

: wah! what did you do to your hair really became better!

: Eh, are you using essentials? Alot smoother leh , Omg.

Another Dope shit Product of Essentials Damage Care i would like to highlight is :

Formulated with 3X more* honey & milk protein to protect and strengthen. Plus Shea Butter to repair and moisturize.

Penetrates deeply into hair core to repair and moisturize. Keeps hair soft and moisturized.

YEY! Now i can have Volumized HEALTHY straight hair! :)

<3
Information/ Some footage of pictures :
http://web.kao.com/sg/sassykawaii/essential/concept/index.html

No rust.

2010-10-02T01:21:00.003+08:00

Some People see me like,

I am made of steel.

Some people often see me cry,

while talking or silently.

but they know that i am stainless.

you know what, sometimes,

i am crumbling in the inside.

2010-10-01T00:45:00.001+08:00

Seriously,

if i die some day.

soon?

2010-09-25T00:52:00.001+08:00

My heart sink , sank , sunk.

Keep fallling like there's no gravity.

idk,

it's always you.

live life as it is.

2010-09-16T02:06:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone,

Please chant

SPACE DASH SPACE.

it's kinda a new tongue twister came up by me!

was telling Jane during project work.

Space

Dash

Space

Went to Clarke Quay for the Taiwan Food Festival!
I always loved this kinda stuff!

Guan Cai Ban and Wa Kueh!
YUMMMMIEST.

The oyster omelette and seafood dumpling quite sad leh. Not tasteful.

ME and PANGPANGYA!

The oyster omelette and seafood dumpling quite sad leh. Not tasteful.

I really wished , you were here too.

************

Like, are we really talking as friends now?
Why so easy to talk like that?
D:

It felt like we drifted apart,
but dint break up.

yknow what,
i feel tha distance
D:

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And i admit,
I am not someone who show my emotions openly.

I dislike crying in front of other peps.

So difficult to live on.

Drake-What If I Kissed You

2010-09-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

What if I kissed you right now
how would we explain it
trying to imagine how it might sound
if I just yelled out
What if I kissed you right now
would it bring us any closer
take a weight off our shoulders
take me I’m yours
and I don’t really care who knows it
can you afford to be open with all these emotions
if you were a secret how long could you keep it
keep it to yourself don’t tell nobody else
not a problem
(?)
and you just be mine
and you just be mine
and you just be mine (just, just be mine)

What if I kissed you right now
would it bring us any closer
take a weight off of our shoulders
tell on me
I dont mind cause if they ask me about it I won’t lie
admit that I’m yours
I doon’t really care who knows it
can we afford to be that open with all these emotions

if you were a secret how long could you keep it
keep it to yourself don’t tell nobody else
not a problem
(?)
and you just be mine
and you just be mine
and you just be mine (just, just be mine)

What if I kissed you right now
What if I kissed you right now

and you just be mine
and you just be mine (all mine)
and you just be mine (just, just be mine)

What if I kissed you right nowWhat if I kissed you right now

how would we explain it
trying to imagine how it might sound
if I just yelled out
What if I kissed you right now
would it bring us any closer
take a weight off our shoulders
take me I’m yours
and I don’t really care who knows it
can you afford to be open with all these emotions
if you were a secret how long could you keep it
keep it to yourself don’t tell nobody else
not a problem
(?)
and you just be mine
and you just be mine
and you just be mine (just, just be mine)

if you were a secret how long could you keep it
keep it to yourself don’t tell nobody else
not a problem
(?)
and you just be mine
and you just be mine
and you just be mine (just, just be mine)

What if I kissed you right now
What if I kissed you right now

and you just be mine
and you just be mine (all mine)
and you just be mine (just, just be mine)

What if I kissed you right now

Day 1-Lovers to bestfriend

2010-09-15T00:42:00.001+08:00

We've decided to move on be best friends of each.

Someone gotta tell me how to do it.

Yae, it was a mutual decision.

We thought that it's the best way out for both of us.

140909,
It was one of the most memorable dates.
The way we embraced this love was incredible.

140910,
It was our one year anniversary.
Perhaps the first and last in the near years.
I will post up some stuff that I did for him.
Hope the surprises fed you.

Lost.
Just felt like a part pf me is no longer here.
More than words could just spell my feelings.
I have decided not to spill my emotions.
Keep everything in.
Keep calm and Keep numb.
Boyfriend to Best Friend.
Too cruel a reality.
Too painful a fact.

Nonetheless, i know, we still love each other.

If only next time,
some years down the road,
I still want to hold hug kiss you.
Remember that lil voucher okay?

If only you never left.
If only you'were always mine.
I love you,
I miss you.

If we were meant for each other ,
we will be.
not now, maybe later.

2010-09-09T00:10:00.001+08:00

Need

2010-09-07T23:17:00.001+08:00

Bye world.

I got choked due to stuffing attempt of them pills.

Someone buy me more.

2010-09-07T01:10:00.001+08:00

It hurts to know that you dont fucking care.

To think that i'm kinda worried for you.

I waited for nothing.

We will part, soon.

Suppression of expressions.

Jolene Crosses

If you havent, maybe you shouldnt.

Friends

Want to stay in bed. Whole day and night.

OMG.2011 is ending!

放弃；谁。

I never found the words to say.

Yello!

Fragile.

Gone.

Goodnight,450.

We. Us. Me. You. None.

Hi blog,

If only i care less.

Mundane.

QP

All will be good(:

Endless. Agony.

Sanity. Where are you.

Devoted. Or. Dumb.

Weakling

It's like cheerilee.

Genius

I AM CUTE

Solo and carefree.

I miss you. For all the words you weaved me through.

ADM or VSC?

With those Big Heads.

Editorial Moment: Numéro #123 Goes Western

Abundance of Redundance

Fall 2011

Meowdom.

Life

Cute

:)

Be blessed.

-

Cold

SUNDAE. OR MCFLURRY?

Splats on the grey.

You got my heart all jetlagged.

R

Beat

Coward underneath.

Addiction

You left me open.

M

Loud out.

Us as haze.

Cranes in lust.

High on stress

Broken

-

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

Ion Performance

Roll those bags

Ginvera Marvel Gel

Such saturday

Death

Too Brilliant a bulb

Copenhagen Fashion Week | Peter Jensen

She Morphed by Vikram Pathak

Love her body alignment and postures. Love the minimal couture-ish look. Just too amazing.

Cute butees

together. not.

):

Dotted grammaphone

Biore Makeup Remover Review!

Biore Makeup Remover for Eye & Lip

Biore Hydra-Clear Makeup Remover

:)

Portrait of Rose below

what is it to me.

to spill blood over the knife.

Qp Claire's birthday '10

J.essentials

Love her body alignment and postures.
Love the minimal couture-ish look. Just too amazing.