going backwards

After so freaking long,

i finally went back to club.

shahahaha.

but this time round legally.

♥♥♥

Butterfactory , 26 June 2010.

a lil in zouk!

THANKS TO WORLDCUP.
the queue for drinks is godsent ;)

Steph , Me, Jayee(prefers to call her Jia En) , Jane !

Steph is a biggo ♥

love this pic minus chubby arms):

All eyes on Jane alr! hahah.

Went modern class w steph before hand.

After all the stretching, you can see our muscles all awoken!

Shiok or what!

♥

Pose baby. Pose .

Sweethearts Ruting, Qiaohui and Yoketing came and meet me too! :)

AND BUTTERFACT GOT THAT NOT VISIBLE MEH!?

hehe

Kelvin.
hahaahaaa. omg, he gave me such a shock when he asked me if i’m Jolene Crosses when i was getting my drink. ;)

WHO’S THIS GUYYYYY.

♥

Jane aka Xiao hong of the night! :)

can be caiyu’s bbf . hehe.

Love my babes!

Candy!

GET HIGH. HAVE FUN.

Bleeding cups of roses.

HARD.

jia en’s legs are DAMN NICE OKAY

CUI.COM

looks kinda wrong right!

like quite pornooish. haha.

Had so much fun!

i better not get hooked! :)

i will so accompany a boyfriend to watch world cup and eat mcflurry together.
ohwell.

Loves,

J.Crosses.

This is the first time i'm typing this sorta shit here.

Hey baby.

you just dont understand.

nothing i said was important i guess.

stop those i love yous.

when you dont mean it.

Dont say sorry cos you're not.

what have i been fighting for.

what have i been waiting for.

what's w this ambiguous faith that i'm grasping hard onto.

what's w me trying all this while to an absolute girl for you.

I dont think it's selfish for me to not want to share my boy with some other girls.

who think i'm dead.

who think i'm invisible.

WOULD YOU WANNA TRY SHARING YOUR BOYFRIEND?

I'm done and done w this.

maybe,

NOT YET.

I need to freaking lose alot of weight!!

PLEASE MOTIVATE ME.

Or IF YOU GOT AWESOME SUGGESTIONS, PLEASE TAG OR EMAIL ME!

really needs it now.

THANK YOU !! :)

side : I love ALL MY GFS. like QP , lovely, Tais, tpde sweets, poly Seven :)

i'm sorry for being so pessimistic recently.

i dont know what's wrong.

nothing seems right.

midorange.

where's green.

Suddenly, i feel like, just renouncing everything everyone i have.

i'm too tired and pressurized to pursue, to bother, to even be upset by every aspects of such.

-i was so terribly upset cos i think i have made/sewn the ugliest dress ever.

-where are you when i needed you.

-thanks friends.

-amount of commitment and responsibilities that i have to be accounted for.

-everyone's so dependent on me.

-this pillar here may seems fat but i'm not the strong.

-i cant even do my favorite thing right.

Suddenly,

i have nothing.

nothing, at all...

Isucksobad. thatidontknowwhoisthisanymore.

OMG. ONE MORE DAY.
i'm feeling OLD.


18yearsjust fly like that.
what
, have i accomplished.


If you are about to get me some stuff, or might as well some belateds,
LOOK!
some wishlist :
-limited edition makeups!

-bag(HUGE ONES)

-wallet. i do walk around bugis streets so , please dont get me the $4 ones , thanks. River island's not bad and good price:)

-PUMA SUEDE. yes, SHOES. Dance-able shoes. PLEASE PLEASE!
or dance-able shoes like high cut ones! :D SEXY DIAMOND'S PINK'S NICEEEE!

-DOC MARTENS??? the shorter ones.

-chanel jade green nail vanish!

-OVERLOCK MACHINE

-GOLDEN HALF CAMERA. i LIKEEEEEE THE EFFECT.



OKAY, BUYBUY!
JOlove.

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Some first days.

 

 

 

some first days of school :)

 

 

Ryan :)
Supper buddy yet to be.

Haziq/ taufik ( THE BURGER IS CRAZILY SMALL)

 

AMY!

SAMK!

 

will tell you guys my BIRTHDAY WISHLIST by this weekend! :)

I’m turning 18 in like, 5 days? OMG.

I'm always feeling th constant pressure.

Every little things that are compiling.

the weight is almost unbearable.

Crumbles.

Vanish.

in the ever beautiful manner.

just yet, i dont have those courage.

Jolene Crosses.

I cry,

Somehow,

I just..

keep crying.

What if i cant take it anymore.

Tramps

Sorry awesone readers who have been supporting this pretty dead blog this period of time.

AND, THANKS :)

My school's raping me , HARD.

And, i'm feeling the tension.

when lecturer is inefficient, that's a whole new crazy story.

THANK GOD , I LOVE ADM LECTURERS.

ADM - Apparel design and manufacturing.

i think i haven mention about it before yae?

yae, my course.

Anw, May Melissa Toh find eternal peace and joy in the other world.

I admires her talent , her artworks alot.

Even though i have never known her personally, i'm pretty much affected.

I'm just one of the many strangers out there.

I hope Val is feeling fine.

It's definitely not gonna be a simple task.

Time is gonna heal and ,

STAY STRONG VALERIE.

hope we get to talk more than hi byes somedays.

it's really late and i'm gonna be on my way to school in 5 hours' time.

Express what you're feeling it`

J

In the bank.

 

 

My mind is blank.

My heart is inane.

 

 

I WANT MONEY.

I NEED MONEY.

TELL ME HOW .

TELL ME HOW~

 

 

Love my poly clique :)

People who hold me,
who always be there and hear me out.

Loveyouguys.

& obviously alot other angels :)