What's good!

Been up to dance audtions and sewing.

everyday's hectic for me.

Miss me ? anyone?

heh.

i only reach home earliest @ 1230.

REALLY EXHAUSTED!

1.47am , Nights.

RIG celebrity blogger.

http://rig.com.sg

http://rig.com.sg

http://rig.com.sg

This is the first post for ROYAL INTERNATIONAL GROUP!

They are currently the midst of recruiting more good and potential performing artistes.

So if you're interested and think you've got the talent,

Check this website out and go for their respective auditions!

For me, i guess i will be updating on their upcoming events and all so just watch my space or check

http://rig.com.sg!

This is an awe-inspiring experience!

I may get to have the first hand news release regarding the artistes from RIG,

and that's like totally what my sister is doing for living.

Pretty cool!

I have just sent in my particulars(like 2 secs ago),

so you wont see me as a confirmed blogger yet.

hehe.

ooops!

Tilt your head and i look pretty normal! :)

Nothing exact happened.

It's just time that i feel down, and i need a hug.

You crawl.

(will credit pics next time round)

To martin:

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One of yous,

I think you dont like me but i dont know.

All the lil things you are doing behind my back.

Hello? Dont you understand people have mouths?

And i really do not understand and appreciate it.

With all the knowledge of these, coming in.

Disappointed. Whathemuthaphuck is wrong.

Ending off this part with,

I'm such a nice friend.

(at least i thought so)

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*my waredrobe clash ):

and i seriously think I have very little clothes. but there's no more space.

the fact is, Bboy T is living in there.

okay, matin's concept.

To the back alley, let's blow up some ammo.

If only SG is rich enough to air condition the whole nation.

I really need that.

JoleneCrosses.

Await.

FREAKUM

1. COMP. THE ONE I'm using to blog NOW.

- before the typing in the password, there is pop up that says , hello howaeyou.... and it mentioned that it's a three year old girl. and the typing was really messed up.

1. Studio.

- was calling my dad. no answer, so i locked my phone. Crapped w hup , steph and camillie. Den i realised eh, it was ANSWERED. so i just took the phone up and said hello daddy repeatedly and heard a recording of our conversation just now. SUPER FREAKED OUT.

1. Drawing.

- Got Yi-zhuo hair appear on the drawing blog.

OMG, FUCK THIS.

*hair stand

Got an amulet from mum.

*i hope i'm just paranoid and nothing else okay.

Neon died ):

*remindertoself: needs to take recent pics and upload!!

SHOUTOUT : At least, dress up abit la k.

Drawing Essentials , Visual presentations, No idea in head, Where's makeup?

IS = Damn shatterable.

Oh well, at least lovely classmates and dance mates! :)

Cant wait for this week to end.

End my fatique!

Then start once again.

But i'm so excited, APPAREL PRODUCTION!

heard that we are gonna make skirts. but definitely tough.

geees.

No pain no gain.

I CANT WAIT FOR CHANGES!!!!!!!!!

-hair

I NEED SUGGESTIONS!

-contact lens

AND CNY!!!!

and i seriously have to stop spending money.

FINANCE CRISIS.

and yes, my clothes are not expensive, but alot of pple dint think so!

maybe, it's not them, it's the person who wears it.

ahhaha. Just kidding.

Friends,

Some were meant to keep.

Some , only sees you as price tags.

Labels, i dont need them.

Keep them for yourself.

Pretty terrible. and that's sad.

Sometimes, i admit..i do feel lonely.

My love, 4 months and on..

Till then,

Queen J.

Where?

innocence, naive.

ihatecomplicationsofemotions.

Confessions

http://neonbutter.livejournal.com

http://neonbutter.livejournal.com

http://neonbutter.livejournal.com

New collection!!!

only you will have these rings in like 234810525 pple! :D

and it's like oh my, so pretty!!!

I got alot to blog.

and that's why idk what to blog.

-I was not supposed to be in Gems5. because i failed my dance attendance.

That was because i had to work. I was freaking upset that i actually cried till the sun rises, and only had 2 hours of sleep. I know that was plain retarded.

-but crazy happy, bean acced me down to o school. and talked to Gin. and crazy, you have no idea how scared i was. Not gg into details, Gin said yes :)

I am sorry Shing.

To say words that inflicts pain.

My tweet suggests that maybe we should take a break.

But TAKING A BREAK and BREAKING UP is different.

The same whole daily exhausting routine is eating too much love energy that we can feed it.

At least sometimes, not for me.

I have faith, but not in me.

I'm a selfish creature who has much uncertainty.

Passerbys, whoever, you dont know how difficult it is.

not just for me ofcourse,

It's even harder on his part.

I wanted us to take a breather each.

but well,

we're fine.

but i'm sorry to upset you.

Loveschu.

A confession of J.Crosses.

Resolutions.

Just some resolutions to jot down before i sleep

(i gotta fucking wake up in 5 hours for school)

1. Sleep before 2 am everynight.

this will so happen if i'm not in Temasek Design School. but i guess, health is so much more important than work! I look so aged and ugly now. I dont like! And having extremely bad nose!

2. Become a doper dancer.

In breaking, hiphop, street jazz, locking, popping, waacking. HAHA. I know i'm being ambitious, who cares.

3. Earn plenty of money!

To get driving license and flyyyy to new york.

4. Minimize replying to flirty-talking guys on msn or sort.

Okay, i usually close my msn windows before i see what that person says. so for this, checked.

5. Delete , DELETE, DELETE.

All those i dont know you, BYEBYE!

6. Produce dope clothings!

7. Meet lesser bitch.

Thanks yous very much, f off .

8. Have an awesome 18th birthday.

Who doesnt want this.

9. TIME MANAGEMENT.

OMG, HAFTA ADMIT, I SUCK.

10. Save moneyyy.

STOP SPENDING.

11. SLIM DOWN SLIMDOWNSLIMDOWN.

DANCE MORE EAT LESSER. Lest martin finds a hot blondie and i'll be no match.

12. BE ORGANISED.

13. Drink lesserrrrrr.

14. Cry lesserrrrr.

15. Be a better friend, family, and person.

Cut down vulgats. Better temper. Just like Buddha. :D

16. I will try to wash my hair more often.

Oooopps, i dont wash them sometimes if i dont sweat! Because i saw this fashion tip saying that your hair will look MUTHAPHUCKING SMOOOOOOTH if you DONT WASH FOR THREEE DAYS.

17. GAGA LESSER ON BBOYS.

They are just humans. guys. boys. BUT FREAKING AMAZING AND AWESOME. AND CUTE.

BUT, W EXCEPTIONS , OF COURSE.

18. Be direct with my emotions and thinking.

I have alot in mind always, but just couldnt find that right bitch to confide in. Or whenever i really have something to confess(bad stuff) about i really feel at moments to anyone/martin, i always hide it, in prevention conflicts. THAT'S WHY WE ARE STILL LOVEYDOVEY, NO FIGHT . So good or bad, you decide.

19. Play a lil more bitchy.

haha. i know i sound like a b like that. but being too kind or too nice a friend, People step on my tails too hard, too painful . So shoo off being i cut your tiny tails OFF.

20. Earn money (i think i sound despo here) and Get Camera (though i alr got two, but them are just like shoes...) like LOMO. and a new PHONE.

oh yar, my phone spoilt.

21. Blog more often.

Something to confess. I dont have the houseflies' time to buzz around your blogs, cos sometimes i will get affected by some ppl's writings and all , not that they relates, but ya. I DONT READ BLOGS. Except SOME. MNIMAL, one or two. like xiaxue and nira. that's all.

So if you're uninterested, BYE FOR NUTS.

I have more, but not gonna break "1. Sleep before 2 am everynight. "

It's 1.55am.

There'll be a part two i think!

byebye,

Queen J.

HAPPY 2010!!! :D

GREAT YEAR AHEAD LOVES!!!!!

EVERYONE LAI LAI!

Click on the advertisements okay? (:

LOVEYOUGUYS!

IKNOWWHATIAMDOING,SOTHISPOSTGGTOBEDEEELITUD.

I am feeling , not-in-the-mood this few days.

Fuckedup. fucking crybaby.

Alarm.

It feels kinda odd to blog recently.

Havent been doing this habit for such a while.

And i feel like no one is there to relate.

School's great today,

you know why?

BECAUSE I WENT SCHOOL ONLY FROM 9am to 11am.

BESTBESTBEST ♥

SHIOK!

Such a crybaby.

I'm hesitating if i should snip my hair off.

I really want a change, but i'm having this sense of insecurity and it suck that bad.

All i need now is a tight hug from you love.

How i wish you could be here with me.

I know i should stop it.

All this laments and all.

well...

just a vid to share:

Pregnant women doing breakdancing.

damn fresh.

This flashmob is one of a series happening in Paris, Berlin, Utrecht and across Canada to highlight the scandal that millions of women in poor countries and around the world aren't getting the healthcare they need for a safe and healthy pregnancy.

Someone, just help me stop this sucky shit phase.

Ah Siao nights out.

Emotions, and emotions. All in them eyes.

This is all in a day. ONE DAY.

Crystal's 17th!

I had such a tough time celebrating it w her myself! :)

Treated her to fish and co:

And all these while, i was hiding a cake from her!

And i lied that it's my working shoes!

Let the pictures talk :)

This is super shatterable!

(L)

WE ARE SO CUTE ,I SAY.

Yes, We Extreme Camwhore!

and this is our secret hangout!

Without swine, CHUARUTING!

I'm so gonna bring Martin here next time when he's back.

and a place that Timcus keep recommending.

hee hee .

Time check : 11:35

OMFG.

Whipped out the cake ,

Dint even lit a candle .

Dint even have a bite of it.

Take picture and literally runnnnn to train!

Hope you enjoy that day, lovely :)