BADD RESULTS. ii HATE.

OH WELLS,

time for some storyys?

ONCE UPON THE TIME,
Some AI indians stared up to our class,3d`07 at the back gate there.
They stared, they shouted, they pointed their middle fingers.


Hafiz told ben.
Ben was damn it agitated.
He shouted back in a superb ferocious manner.


Everyone who was taken aback by that roar" , turned and tried to learn whadd's happening.


POOR mr pek try to cool ben down.
den he went "BENJAMIN , BENJAMIN, i said ..the rest of the class sit down! "
for a moment, ii tot the class is gonna rebel. LOLS.


Before a min , almost 3/4 of the class went towards windows .
SHOUTED. POINT OUR MIDDLE FINGERS.


MR pek managed to get us off the windows.


Ben disturbed the construction workers opposite.
they woke up , one by one.


a few mins later..
MRS SIM and two black guys came towards our class.


everyone was like..fcuk.
denn, went back to seats in a queer and anxious manner.


we all thought tt the two guys are the construction workers lar.


To our surprise , they are two of the AI grp.
FCUK em`.

yeahhs,
ben , jun he, hafiz, grace , ruting , ming shuang , me kana mrs sim luhhs.

stupidd arse.
became like our fault?!

END OF STORYY.*****************************************

outing wit xing and ling next post.
taggies reply next post. (:
qh's birthday, next post.
AWAIT! :D



`MISSCROSSES.living,in,desire,flames.it's,burning,scorching,me.

GONNA UPDATE TML!
(:
ANDD II HAD ALR RECEIVED MY FIRST BIRTHDAY PREZZIE.
I'M GLAD NAR.
TT MY LOVELY YUXIN AND LING STILL REMEMBER. SWEETS OF THEM.



CANT PPL GET A LIFE?
THIS IS MY BLOGG AND I CANN POST WHADSOEVER STUFFS I LIKE.
IT 'S DAMN IT FUCKING FUNNY HUHS?
I LIKE TO POST MY PICS ALSO GOT PROBLEM.
HAAS.
SOME PE0PLE ARE JUST SO LAUGHOUTLOUDS LAR.

good nights! I'M SO BEAT.

`MISSCROSSES. II'VE LOST.UU.

TAKE THE TEST PepS! [[[:

just make guesses lar.

BITTER CANDY.

sweetness ; bitter.

constrast.

tt's my life.

hurt after joy.

hatred after love.

war after peace.

bitter after sweet.

ii'm just blaberring rubbishh.

so late in nite.

CROSSES SAES NIGHTS!

`MISSCROSSES.BITTERCANDY.

first of all,
THANKS ; A BIG THANK to all. : D


www.loveitcrosses.blogspot.com say thanks!


for all that concern provided from uu guys!
rock on,
though the problems are still there,
ii felt much encouraged. : D


it was the "last" paper , monday still having chinese.
(*x.x) and i was left to be at home.
ii hate it lah.
the feeling still there.
ii felt SO SO SO much like crying just now.
but ii tot tt ii shall stay strong,


there's so much in the bottom of my heart,
tt ii'm dying to vomit it out.
ii cant put my hand in my throat and DIG it out.
it's disgusting.
it became heavier as the days goes by.
ii m sinking to a devasted state.


ii aint gonna tell them"ling and qia0"
it's neverr gonna be better.
it may get worsen.


ii felt SO SO SO MUCH LIKE CRYING just now,
amanda was kind enough to offer to call me.
think she's slping alreadyy.
ii wann her to call.
haas
ii feel veryys MYSELF while toking to her lar.
and she's definitelyy a LOVELYY LADAYE.
CCCCC :


anws ,

this is for ONE tai tai tingthesist to see :D

CS3 photoediting.LOLS.
it was ...ARGGHHS.

ii spent the dae off like that.
where's my frens?
hahs.
being with themselves?
oh JOY,

`MISSCROSSES. thanks (:

YLIPS.

huii` thanks princess! LOVES.

Adeva` thanks love.yea ,ii love youu. we shall resume our girly toks.

;ggrace ` thanks pie. yeas. we love! we smile!



MARYLYN.♥` heees. TUI!



amanda` thanks gal, uu are such a lovely.call me!



singpohh` gan didi. wala0s.ii just like it nor.



corriine` thanks corrine. ai ni worhs!

ERINA`thanks.yeahhs. CHEERoS.EXAMS OVER! YAYS.

sandra` tml maebe gg sentosa wid uu guys! haas, yeahhs, and ii noe ii gotta uu too rites? :D

oh loveess. ii'm once again here .
having physic andd ii dint even touch my book.
WORSE than chemistry.






gals,
ii seriouslyy doesnt noe whyy lar.

ii feel so unhappyy being wid uu gals.

my mood cann be affected by the slightest things uu gals do.

and OBVIOUS, uu gals get veryys sensitive and feel veryys irritated by the most little comment ii made.

whad de fcuk .

ii dunn feel happyy.

ii feel so left out.

ii feel like ii'm there ALONE.

ii feel like crying.

but, ii've to be strong.

ii dunnwanna regret anymore.

ii will just do whadd ii wann to do .

ii just miss those GOOD OLD DAYS, we used to have.

the more tt ii'm too comfortable wid uu gals , perhaps it also shows the more ii dunn feel comfy.
l0ls.


RESTRICTED.

it's real eyelashes.

`crosses. ii'm out there. so far. remoted. isolated.

p.s / ii aint invisible. ii'm real.

this was whadd verock said to me::




=( Your blog make me very sad you know. One day you'll realise money isn't everything. True it's impt, but someday you'll realise there are things worth so much more. To you now you might think you really want it, thats because you dont have it. But when you really have loads of it, you would just take it for granted. But then again, money is always never enough to satisfy most people.
Jolene, jia you and study hard. x) You're not a failure. The more you say it, the more it gets to your brain. It affects you somehow, though you think i wont. Yea, but you're a kick ass girl ! =]










wells, ii felt damn touched or whaddsoever lahhs.










now, he is gone forever.




never gonna be mine again.




perhaps ii was wrong to let go, tt time. too easily.




now, thinking and missing.




i feel the ache.sometimes , ii cry . sometimes , it's tt much tt ii cant even cry it out.




oh joy.










exams , yeahhs . are difficult.




I HATE EXAMS , ALOT.




i realyy do not want to stae back in sec 3 next year lahhs.




i dint like half of my comp studies? cos ii dint noe how to do.




whad the fcuk ;




forgett it.




have to survive through CHEM , PHYSICS & CHINESE. LOVEES. gonna fail.










OH YARHs. ii got the first lolita in my life. (((:




and it looks like ::


ii was damn delighted! : DDDDD $ 100 is kinda cheap? for lolita lar. not rich. ii'm DAMN IT BROKE NOW. l0ls.




HADD TO UPDATE ON QIA0HUI's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION . : D tt will be after ii got AL THE PICS.




good bye long nails. *** my pinkyy wasnt this disgusting like alf black lahh ,it was all black but broke my nail while trying to scrape it off*** eeewks.




Y sweetest thing tt is possible alive








skinny reflects on us ;


CROSSES. considered. DEAD. anounced.

THE TEMPTATION.CONSUMING ME.

had my grandad's b'dae celebration at his hus yest. (:
it was kinda nothing anyways.had pic though.
haas.
went to my aunt's hus for a slpover wid my sist.
(:my cousins are superb adorable.
hahs.
he msged me yest till todae's morning.
hahas.MISSES.
oh wells...

with a taste of my lips. Y
thanks pple for all those wishes.

but ii aint studyying.not at all.ii'm such a failure.

haiish.

uu guys workhard to0s!

`crosses.ii'm lost.in uur eyes.

ARGHHS.
I'M DAMN IT BORED AND FASTRATED.
L0LS.
I WAN MONEY .
REAL HARD CASH.
HAAS.
I NIDDA STUDYY AND II AINT DOING TT.
AND MY SIST KEEP TOKING TO ME.
I'M DAMN IT DE IRRITATED.
L0LS.
SHE SOLD ME A TOPSHOP SKIRT WHICH I HAD PAID HER.
AND I JUST SAW HER KEEPING INTO HER STUPID CUPBOARD.
DAMN IT MOTHER FUCK.
L0L.


ANWS,
A BAR OF CHOCOLATE CONTAINS 147 INSECTS FRAGMENTS AND IT'S LEGAL!
LIKE WHADDE..
BUT WHO CARES.
I'M JUST STILL NOT GONNA GIV UP ON EATING MY CHOCOLATE BARS.
I L0VE CHOC.
BUT IT MAKES ME FAT.
I'M FILLED WITH CHOC.
LOADS N LOADS OF IT.
TRIPLE CHOC.


IMAGINE I DIED SOMEDAY,
THE DOCTOR BISECT ME FOR SOME FCUKING REASONS..
N ALL THOSE HARDEN CHOCOLATE JUST FLOW OUT AS SEMI SOLID.
L0LS.

DAMN IT MOTHER FCUk.

ii blogged just now.
andd due to my comp's insanity...
the post had been gone!
DAMN IT.

ii shouldnt be blogging.
ii had a list of things ii have gotta do manns.
it's superb lagg.so soryys.
CONTINUED Y

rytefully 14.

taste me.

show me whad uu've got.

screams

babes.

AHAS.

addiction (2).

tt gal ii love so much.

dancers.

geees.

come on.

tt stare.

this is edit by alex.prettyy amazing yeahs?
(:ii miss hims to0 . haas. dunnoe how many fcuking days did not contact.

.........................................................................
MY PRACTICAL EXAM!
ii gotta the pics!
((:

any chicken sashayer for uu? *alex puke after he ate the trail-cook of it*

chiili prawn with youghurt dip for a start.

sweet treats.

TATA! here uu go! ((:

`MISSCROSSES tinkabell.
:DDDDDDDDD

haas.


had compo exam todae.
which one of the questions is HAPPINESS
obviously , ii chose tt.
ii toked bout loads and loads of crap.
"money cannot buy happiness? ii beg to differ. money is more than essential ...."
"unhealthy food , chocolate which contains uncountable amount of sugar and fats, is something that will release a kind of hormones called the endorphines...eating it will feel happy."
ii ACTUALLY WROTE RUBBISH like tt.
and ii ended off wid,
"impossible is nothing " , " be optimistic"

MAY GOD BLESS AND I WOULDNT FAIL.

after writing tt essay, ii dunn feel happy.
no one walks along with me on the same path...

oh ya. and noe whadd ... ii wrote stuffs on my note book which ii noticed a few days back..

**A mere lil girl , searched the world for blood. Vaguely, just to quench her thirst. She sucks till the very last drop. Walking in the blck rain , dripping blood, that's Miss Crosses being being total delighted.Isolated , being alone, roaming. But she isnt mischevious;wild. She's tamed.MISS CROSSES need blood.
-written on 29jan07.

**To each wonderland , to meet everyone's lust. MEet her needs, bloody road down that dark aura, that's her wonderland. MISS CROSSES.
-written on 21feb07.

ii wrote those stuffs manns.

hahas.

damn it rubbish!

TO PEPS IN 3D`07!
WE'VE GOTTA PROVE IT TO THE OTHERS TT WE CANN DO IT! ((:
GAMPATEHHS!
MUST WORK HARD AND NOT BE LIKE ME NEHS!

`misscrosses. WHO AM I?

was it longg before ii blogg?
haas.


ii hate it.
ii hate myself manns.
ii couldnt control myself.
for feeling tt damn it way,
for missing those people ii shouldnt be.
oh my fcuking arse.
ii'm such a failure.


undone stuffs.
MATHS. *chapter three & four.
ENGLISH *complain letter.
CHINESE * l0adds of compo.
SOCIAL STUDIES * essays.
FnN *COURSEWORK! TA!
GEOG * projects, worksheets.


MANNYYS MORREES.



who else can ii blame except FOR ME, MYSELF?
HATES ;



ii'm so tired every single day.
:(



I NEED MONEY!
I WAN LOLITA!
I WAN GO HARAJUKU!



wells,
people..
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN ONE MONTH's TIME!
(:
YEEEEEPIIIIIIIES!
*hint to MANY!*





YTODAE. superbs boring day.
` went to sch.as usual.
` wasnt late! ((((:
` Lessons were superb boring.


` went to the mobil dental.
` THE DENTIST WAS NICE!
` he DRILLED INTO MY GUMS! ouch!
` bleedd andd bleedd.
` the taste of blood. ii cann remb how ii liked it last time. ii tot tt it tasted a mixture of sweetness and salty. ii likED the smell. (notice tt ED)


` had recess, chinese, FnN.
` MADAM ng is such a poor thingg.


` went to northpoint wid BEAN honey.
` saw renata :D
` ate yoshinoya.
` head down to douby gaut.
` JOB HUNT!
` LOVELYY PEPS AT PS.
` at douby gaut exchange 's lolita shop, knew huiru (sales gal)
` ii wan work there! (:
` but the pay is like shit.
` $3/hour.


` SEMBAWANG.
` RAIN LIKE IT'S NEVER GONNA STOP.
` WENT LIBRARY.
` COMPLETED SOCIAL STUDIES EXPIRED ESSAY.
` WAIT TILL MY PARENTS COME FETCH ME.

ii love weenah jie. :D
XXXXXXXXXXXXXX
whadd a boring life ii 'm leading.ii'm so LIFE-LESS.
CROSSES HATES her.
ii'm her.
ii'm crosses.
......................................................

DARK chocolate filled me.
the bitter followed by the subtle sweetness.
is tt supposed to be life?
ii dunnoe.

`MISSCROSSES.stuck in the middle of no where.

WAHAHAHAS.
HEY HOs!
LET the pics speak.
[[:

make up session.

messyy hair!

BUBBLE TEA!

the other day tt went bugis to buy jacket.

8thapril.

crosses.bean .*honey.
RANDOM.










same poseyy. look tweenyy alike.. [[:


was trying to copy my dear's pose. (:

we are indeed cam whores. [[:

missCROSSES. STYLED.

LOOK it's more than black.


TO BE CONTINUED. Y