放弃；谁。

I said that i am giving up.
Its different from moving on.

Giving up just means numbing myself from any potential pain.

Go, be with all the girlfriends.
I am sorry.
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Had too much shit happening on me recently.
I just really need someone to be here for me.
It's really painful to bear it myself.
Everyday, every now and then, i am living in the shadows of fear.
I am gettig this phobia when guys come near me.
If only, i was a guy.
I need to get out of this tramau.

好多心事

Overwhelmed by stress.
And memories.

I m so pissed w everything.
So upsetting.
Omg.

I just hope i survive.

I never found the words to say.

Everything tt i do, reminds me of you ~

把我收在回忆里，
别把我忘了。

这样就足够了。

As said,
Watching him
Is just too painful.
But, how should i let go.

Yello!

i was in Sunday Times!
And never did i know that my pic gonna be so huge. Just excited!

Totally got a panick attack when i see friends twitting, whatsapping me all sorts of comments!

And. Yes, I am Jolene Lee from temasek polytechnic (design).
A daily fact, yet i think i havent mentioned much here.

Just in case something happens.

Meeting all my friends and loved ones. And being able to dance. To design.
And coming across so many great Experience with everysingle one.
It was amazing.
Thanks all.

Chest's hurting.
Squeezy.

Fragile.

Gone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7So13xIrTUs&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Gone. Forever.
Just realized last night.

Gone. Forever.
Not even a glimpse.

Gone. Forever.
It's a painful realization.

Cowardacy. Aught.
For none shall cry to myself anymore.

I am ashamed of those tears, myself

Brave up, be strong, march on.

Goodnight,450.

Will update w my recent happenings soon!

And i am gonna be teaching kpop!
Even though its not hiphop or other genres, i m really happy to be teaching!
My goal for dance this year is to teach, and yes!(:

But again, i really need to manage every inch of my time well!

Fyp started, hence a late night post at 4:50am will occur.

Goodnight,
Miss you.

Two in love, why cant they just be?

We. Us. Me. You. None.

I know we are impossible,
but why am i holding to the non existing hopes.

Hi blog,

Every day and night.
Fighting the urge to.
Because i am no longer of importance.

Dont want to appear as a nuisance.

Someone,
please come and sweep me off my feet. Get me mind blown.

If only i care less.

You gave me hands to hold on.
When I reached out, it was an empty facade.

If you aint taking, i am leaving.
Because you left a long while back.
These hands here.
Ever ready.
Aint you being cruel.

I cant imagine myself loving someone attached anymore.
Pop the bubbs.