ii seriouslyy cann feel the ache.
the ache in my hart.
the pain.
somethingg squeezingg it hard.

ii feel like..
ii feel like crying.
my hart's sobbing .

it feel like it've been thrown onto the ground,
beingg stepped by a million feet.
flat.
buried with a thousand layers of mudd and soil.
it's all heavy.
burden-"ed"

PAIN.
BREATHLESS.
heart is twisted.
EMOTIONAL.
slashes.
the feeling is making me puke.
the weight down there is weighing me down.
pulling me down.

ii am no longer the lil ; hyper ; cheerful gal tt everyone knew.
it was in the past.
BRINGMEBACK.
ii am alwaes trying to surpress my feelings.
the feeling ish overtaking me.
behind those smiles ii tried to fake.
ii'm hiding ALL my emotions.

kill me if uu wan.
there;snt any point.
slashes.
hit miies hard.(when uu see miies)
b0ut not on my shagged face.

`crosses.STABS.BLOODYY DRIPS.

ii miss him.
TEAR ME APART.

those wordds did hurt.
it's aching ; right down there.
get a hold of my ribcage andd reach for it.
open it.
find my heart.
it's bleeding.
did hurt alot.
notice the wounds and cuts.
slashed;
pierced with thousand rusted nail.
pin it on a nail bed.
add sodium on it and rub.
till it bleed till the last drop.
squeeze it.
make it dry.
tan it under the sun.
for a golden crisp.
dried up.
eat it.
it taste , bitter , sour.
texture : rough.(full of cuts)

it's aching.
hard in there.
it's crying,
much in there.
swallowing down my sorrows down in there.
it feel bloated.
SORE.
supressing my tears.
replacing it with blood.
let it drip till it dries.
clot up.
hang on.
dead ,
and halfway gone.
search for the other part.

since it had alr hurt so much.
ii dun mind the pain.
just for u.
ii dun mind the words , from people's tongue.

ii fell in the well.
cos ii see the reflection of uurs behind mine.
just to search.


`crosses.BITSandPIECESofME.PICK THEM UP.

not edited. was camera lagness :D

outside la0gong's hus. haas.


oh wellls peps.
iim not sad or whadsoevers.
just tink tt being us , humans are terrible.
being fake to one another.
whadd wrongg peps!?
nvms ..
THANKS FOR ALL THAT CONCERN! :DDD LOVEES.
TAGG REPLY. [search for uurs.]
^^
AMANDA :: thanks gal. ii noe tt . (: love ya to0s.

YDNAM :: :D BABELLICIOUS!

CRYSTAL :: heees. better update fast worhhs. if not smackk uur butt!

;GARCE GRACE :: haas.thanks pie for loving miies.

EDWIN :: hees. nice of ye to tagg miies. takaiires kkaes? dunn get to0 sadd.ii'm fine.I GUESS.

JUAN :: thanks gal. ii love uu more denn anyone elses!

SAMUEL :: haas. uu aint extra larhhs. thanks for concerning. will link uu soon,ii hope!

HAZZ :: *smilles!* stop sayingg my butt ish nice. uur everythingg ish nicer den ANYTHING! (:

FRIDAY (:
went to bugis widd Alex Ang (huai huai).
cos ii cant findd anyone to go .
cuttiies are being stuckK @ SYF[CO].
go0d luck pple! 3D`07. :D
back to topic! (:
erms.
he was damn nice larhhs.
ask hims to help miies choose colours andd stuffs for thingyy , he will do so de lar.
not like other guys..
sae whadd : uu like whadd colour uu buy lorhs.
haas.
well he's NICE!
he got a burger for me to0s.
haas.for my dad actuallyy. opps.
SWEETS.
had a great day (: met wid brent and his grp of frens.
haahs.
ii totallyy just fell in love wid his hair.
gotta this fetish for guys wid long-yet-not-to0-long andd dyed hair.
WHADD RUBBISH i'm toking.l0ls.

SATURDAY.
CAM WHORE BITCH.

was superbs bored.
she came over to my hus.
andd wait till night falls,
we decided to go towardds QUEENSWAY.
called MR.STYLISH. he said should be closed alr.
so well.

we t0ok 856 to yishun.
wanderingg @ the interchange for like 20 long minutes...
ANG MO KIO HUB,
l0ls.
cos the places tt ii wanna go like J8 , town .. she doesnt wann them.
l0ls.

went to ask uncle which bus cann go amk,
for we doesnt wanna take MRT. weird. dint noe whyy.
l0ls.

AND.

NOTICE NOT ONLY THE NUMBERS.
THE WORDDS!
GEYLANG.
BLEAHS.
before everythingg we were like joking , saying tt maebe we could take this bus for a tour.
AND INTHEEND.
FATED.
this bus goes AMK.
haas.

THIS 3 GUYS. LECHERs. lo0k like it.

well.
in tt bus was abit scaryy though.
LOLS.
enuf of tt 853 bus.
l0ls.

AMK HUBB ISNT THAT BADD.
((:
GO THERE!
heees.

WALK ARD AND ARD.
DENN.
STOPPED AT ANDERSEN's to EAT.
hahs
sinful INDULGENCE. :(


PLEASURE.

COUPLE FONDUE.DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING ELSE.

DAMN IT.FUNNY WAITER. FARID (:

TO0 HOT TO RESIST.CHOC.
it was damn hot. AND she t0ok a longg time to take this pic.LOLS.

may my ladaye do this.
ps:the choc was still HOT.

DIG IN!

WHYY ARE UU SNAPING ME?!

oh wells.Be honoured that miss crosses smiled for uur camera. haahs.

MARSHMELLOWS.MUMMS.

SHE DIPPED IT IN.

AGAIN AND AGAIN. (:

POSEY.2BANANAS.

POSEY.1 GONE!

WHERE'S DA BANANANANANAs?!!?

mmmm.

l0oks like this fell out of my nose. haas.
HOW TO ENJOY.

FIRST,SMELL IT.

SECOND, uu kiss it.

next, open ur mouth..

BIGGER.

AND BIGGER! :D

NICE? YES!

SAME POSE!.

STRAWBERRIES WID HOT CHOC SAUCE ALWAYS MAKE THA MOST WONDERFUL FINISH-UP! YUMMS.

STRAWBERRY HOT CRAZZ.

MAMA MIA~

GONNA EAT.

I TOLD UU TT I BITE.

"ICIGO"bliss.

SEDUCE ME.NOT THA BERRY.

STEAL TT BERRY FRM ME ; AND UU WILL GET IT.

TOO BADD.IT's IN MY MOUTH. :D

FINALLY,ALL CLEARED! :D

after went to fetch qia0hui's mom in her dad's lorry. :D
sat at the back andd felt damn high cos of the BIG WIND.
bought BARCADI! (:


fooling ard in cheers. ii'm the ALCOHOLIC seller.

CAR BABE. She sells the car washingg stuffs.

ALL THAT RUBBISH MADE A GREAT DAY.
ii slept at her hus.PLAYING TRUANT.

PICS OF THE DAY

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

RANDOM.
WENT TO WATCH STOMP DA YARD :D

AHHAs.EATING AGAIN.MY GODD.

ICE CREAM.

SWENSEN's EARTHQUAKE.

sMELLYY PEPS.GET OUT.

LING*TING*CROSSES!

SATISH IS HUGE.

GET LOST BITCHAYE.


DOODLES!

ii'm a freaked out.

isolated arse.
dun abandon me behind.
A TOTAL FAILURE.
not being able to complete anything.
ii noe my frens out there love me.
yet not ALL of them.
it's different.

ii miss him so.

He dint contact me for the whole day.
mind uu.
whole dae.
well..FORGET IT.

`CROSSES.IMMA`Dead for all ii hope.