i'm sorry for being so pessimistic recently.
i dont know what's wrong.
nothing seems right.
Suddenly, i feel like, just renouncing everything everyone i have.
i'm too tired and pressurized to pursue, to bother, to even be upset by every aspects of such.
-i was so terribly upset cos i think i have made/sewn the ugliest dress ever.
-where are you when i needed you.
-amount of commitment and responsibilities that i have to be accounted for.
-everyone's so dependent on me.
-this pillar here may seems fat but i'm not the strong.
-i cant even do my favorite thing right.
i have nothing.
nothing, at all...