Just thoughts.
Sometimes isnt it difficult to even have someone to share your happiness?
Yes, friends, we all have friends. Good, bad, close, fake,true friends. Our sphere consists of all kinds.
As we grow older, everyone ventures into their own life.
To be real honest, not everyone gives a damn about what you are doing anymore.
Let alone when you share joy happiness, and lest to even mention sad emotional shit burdens that you might have.
It's not even easy to share your happiness.
That's sad.
As we age, as we have more moulded lives, true friends real friends show concerns to a certain level of superficiality. Care and concern, words and actions are all surface show. People cant be bothered. And, you realized conversations are usually made when they actually need help, help of various zone. It could be as simple as needing information, to getting them a deal.
Nothing else to talk about, just a realization that I have made after my win.
There were people whom I really wanted to share my piece of good news to. But i hesitated because i doubt they would give two damn shit about it.