Have been joining soo many competitions and battles. Almost every consecutive week.
EPIC DANCE SHOWDOWN
(AUDITION, PRELIMS, FINALS)
TEENAGE KPOP DANCEOFF
(AUDITION, PRELIMS, FINALS NEXT WEEK)
ABCD FINALS (yesterday)
FTL WAACKING BATTLE TOP 8
HEARTBEAT TOP 16
and, this continued from the crazy recital practices since june.
And too much of everything might reduce all to nothing.
// Sometimes I just disappoint myself so much and end up feeling really lousy. But I didnt started dancing to feel this way. Dance is supposed to fun and enjoyable. So killed inside. Holding everything in too long too much. But I dont want to release all this bad emotions, because I know how it feels to be weak and I never liked that.