When you're gone.

I count the steps that you take.
do you see how much i need you right now.


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ICESKATING two days before.


Introduce you guys this DOPE person whose role was a grass cutter,
Jonas Ishimura.



Group picca!
Kinda blur.
Audrey and Ady got blocked.



I was taller than him! :)


Got Alot more pics , but they're all in the Desktoppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
):


Pray hard that it can be retrieve!


4 weeks back,

a few hours b4 leaving for airport,
I treated baby to KUISHINBO!
Awesome food! and $$$$$.


YEY! FOOD FOOD FOOD.



BABY OR FOOD?

I CHOOSE FOOOD!

Heee. looks good right?

Will be so much better if i could photoshop them )"":

DINGDONGKUISHINBO,SPECIAL~

AND HE DROPPED THE BAKED CHEESE LOBSTER!!!

KNNB

no la, KAMINABE.

Alot pple complained that the name sounded vulgar.

Get a life la! this is what it's called what. LAMESHIT.

Imagine you called Zhao Ji Bai (damn cheena i know),

then get pple like have a prejudgement ?! like wtf.

whatever it is, This is MUST TRY!

Swirls of sweet, you're.

And good service also!
The phillipino staff offered to help us take this shot :)

OMG, FAV = DESSERT TIME!

ARGH, I WANT PHOTOSHOP!!!!

Look at the eyebags from busy nights and tears.
It's totally like, eating my mouth up!

Offf to his hus...

VAINPOT :)

Oh yae, Same colour vest thingy ^^

LOCK LOCK LOCK!

lock our hearts together!

hahahhaha~

omg, i sound so Xmm , idk whhy.

Keith and kevin.

/nice shirt eh!

Dance some stuufff. Got Video.

Not up.

With ZhiXiang.

hehe. Damn cute . trying to do some dance pose.

Keiths.

He's martin's twin, but ironically, same bday as me!

Checking in.

NICE TEEE EH!!

Everyone else.

More pics,

not w me/ In desktop ):

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The first two weeks,

was really tough.

I didnt dare to look at those pics.

Dare not think of the whole scenario of the departure.

Uncontrolled.

melts.

Spaced.

Blanked.

Almost zombified when i'm alone.

Just forcing myself to zonk rather than to think ( still doing this currently)

The first two weeks.

Couldnt talk much about him.

just cant take it in anyways.

These four weeks,
I am extremely glad and appreciative of all those who are really there for me.

Caring and concerning.

Asking and watching me.

Talking to me,

hearing me sob.

Being strong for me at their toughest time.

Dance mates,

Quelic Packs , Crystal ,Taitais, Prince C,Ming Shuang , Gen, SherylThong, Cy, Viv, hup, Jannson, Amy, Sam, Chans, Jessicaxes, Jawslyn, and all who were there on that day.

(L)

I think my boy was so strong.

I'm so proud of you.

You'll be the same strong boy for the big apple,okay.

YEY.

A POST COMING UP SOON!!

Baby's departure.

without alot more pics, cos my DESKTOP CRASHED ):

wo hen sad. Motherfcuk whatever that causes it!

very last moment of same revolution.

BYE BLACK.

STAYOVERS AT CRYS'!

unglam maxxxx.

Ruting's at the back.

WHY SHE LOOK SO GOOD IN THE MORNING ?!

HHMM! I JEALOUS!

heeeeheee.

AND I LOOK LIKE THAT.

BREAKFAST!

YUMMYZ~

A BBOY TALENT! heee.

OKAY.

in case anyone hasnt' notice.

MY HAIR IS NO LONGER BLACK!

it has lose its virgin to LIESE !

Bubble bubble!

Mocha Orange, Glossy Brown, Chiffon Beige.

Pretty in Mocha.

Pretty in Glossy.

And i chose Chiffon BEIGE.

PROCESS:

POUR. AND SHAKE. EQUALS =

Wait for a while before using it!

slowly turns black.

Foam makes me light and happy!

Featuring Crys' mom !

Nice astronaut!

Looks like condom . though i had never seen one b4.

Dyeing for tai tai .

WORK OUT A PILE OF FOAM.

REMB YOUR GLOVES!

&.....

&.....

&.....

I DYED MY OWN HAIR!

Foamy bow!

I DONT MIND HAIR SUCH HAIR TO GO SCHOOL!

MORE AND MORE!

幸福的泡泡

Turning BROWN.

So.....

Before meets after!

I think my hair was kinda brown even b4 dyeing!

I choose Liese CHIFFON BEIGE.

Tiny Review:

$19.90 , from watson/guardian.

it's really th hair dye for idoits.

and the best thing is, you can massage and dye till the roots.

Not too bad, just a lil dry.

I will recommend!

STAY STRONG LOVE!

Love you!

ZOOLOO NATION

I WANT TO UPLOAD ALL THE PICS!

can just click on the pic for enlargement :)

I miss you baby.

and i think you looked good that day ^^

grabs you and kiss. HAHAHAAHA.

sorry readers for such shitty blogging quality.

NEW

JILSANDER:

SEAMLESS SHOES

BEIGE/PINK (L)

more like a twit.

Marsh.

I misses you so bad.

despite my crazy rest cycle and workload.

HELLO WIN!

HI, This is Jolene Crosses.

And please dont try to annoy me with your actings skills or what. OKAY.

Or disgust me.

I might not look fine.

I might look Cranked.

BUT.

I'm FINE :D

9 Expressions a min.

you can tell how much i am thinking now and den.

This is a weird post cos i got insufficient pics!

My comp cant read my cam at all ):

Random:

I'm happy when he's :)

Have to stop eating and spending so freaking hell lot.

missing someone can never be easy.

Magnify

i look like that.
and i wished my parents were bboys!
roar. i want to improve dance , after ishimura says about beef rice.
thank ishimura.

BOTY BEST SHOW

OMG.



SEEING FAVORITE BBOYS DOING THEIR THANG.
IS INSANELY SEX.






OMG, i love the triangle and taisuke's style!
Can someone help me to achieve ? (:

BREAKBREAKBREAK.

AID

PLEASE HELP.
By CLICKING THE ADVERTISEMENTS AT ON THE LEFT .
EVERYDAY , EVERYWHERE.
Ask your friends to do the clicks too!


it can help me to earn some buckies , very lil ones, to get airplanes~


Tilt your head to th left and i look pretty normal.


I know i look pale, sick , and tired.
well, i'm.
yes, i've been crying.
but worry not people.
thanks for showing concern, even when you dint approach me personally.


Each day, i'm trying my best to be stronger and keep faith by my side,
though she is struggling to fly away.
because i miss him so.


Dont worry, It's JCrosses here , alright?
Yous caramel droplets just aint gotta worry :)


Caramel cloud flew away, just.

MOVING LIPS

27 Oct 09, 01:17 passerby: You are a strong girl!!! I believe he will be back to you one day.. all the best

HEY! THANKS! i hope he does! :D 26 Oct 09, 17:31 M.Shin: me, supports you all da way, will be watching it over here on youtube/facebook. (: loves.

26 Oct 09, 17:30 M.Shin: train hard play hard. tmr's the day man. make it worth all your time spent training so hard for comb THANKS LOVE (L) how i wished you were here.

26 Oct 09, 01:07 shuang: wei why talk to u on msn u will go offline or ignore me or dun reply!!! i sending u pics lehh >: >: MY MSN IS AHSIAO, ):

25 Oct 09, 23:27 claire: HAD FUNNNNN TODAYYYY! SPAM SASHIMI AND CREAM PUFFS (: love you lesbo ((((: FORTNIGHTLY MEETUPS KKAAY YES MAN LESBO LAJIAO. I MISSYOU ALRRR.

25 Oct 09, 01:16 Jane Liew: omg your blog so loveeee loveee all, how nice! HAHAHAH, quite sad leh. I WANT MUFFINS.

24 Oct 09, 18:28 Dearest!: Do rmb my text msg-es

24 Oct 09, 15:02 Dearest!: You will last long w him, cheerios! <3 style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">THANKS DEAREST! Anw, will drop by your blog when i'm free k!

24 Oct 09, 10:33 patisseire jack: hey stay strong and keep strong wor... Hey thanks thanks! anw he likes the gingerbreadman!

23 Oct 09, 21:14 martinshin: wo xiang wo de nu ren. heh. HAHA. Ke ai de nu ren right! dont like that, i will blush!

twig

I'm good at nothing, nothing at all.

That "aimless-ed" my life.

Thanks for all the support from all of those friends and

giving me faith all and all.

JCROSSES WILL BE BACK TO BLOG,
Just....
IN SOMEWHILE.

Really exhausting.

Meanwhile, wordpress!

Fate is really biased against me.
Affairs of heart; speechless.