this is how ii'm feeling right now.
it's like perhaps, you guys may think that ii've been such a bitch , such a slut.
whaddever, sometimes, ii think so too.
ii cant change your mentality of me .
but hell yae, i cant even remb stuffs that ii did.
ii've been terrible ii noe.
call me names, and yae, I CARE.
ii'm damn screwed. ii noe.
ii'm alone. yes ii'm.
ii shall retreat . ii will.
tears flowing backwards,
and ii'm sure.
not in a clear state, ii was.
death penalty was sentenced.
to silence me as a killer.
debris sustained right in there.
memory ii tried to held back.
but the above was unfair.