25 may.one day late.hahas.
yest was reallips nice!!

yeaps. yest was moii birthdae.
it was real nice!!
i cried.for joy.

got presents from frens n birthdae song sung by 2e`06.
love dat bikini! tanks pple!it was by...kaylin,jun fei,alvin wong,ynex,Qimian...tis r da pples tt i rem..still got 4 mores..will write wen i rem..hehes..
TANKS sally! tanks howe,ling,chee-mun aka cedric,ben cho! TANks kor n shu hui! taNks chyuan chyuan! tAnks Qi-marmiies!! tanks everyone!! for da greeting n everyting!

the bestpart of yest was wen

• the changes of sch rules announced!
• LoNG haiR iiSh allowed!! * tears of joy n laughter*
• spendin moii time watchin X-MEN3
• havin time spent wid moii familiie!

26/05.great!

aliens?i tot i saw aliens!

a flock of white birds flew across the blue sky of parade square tis morning.light were reflected on them makin em` lo0kin lik lamps??

i was kinda "amazed"

she=kaylin

miies: oii, wad's tt huh??

she*wid the most ridiculed face *: birds larhs!

miies*huh*: but got light de lehs.

she ignored miies..

i tink n tink..

for a moment , i tot i saw sum aliens or spaceships..

it's so stupidy of miies..

hahas

i love all moii prezzies!!

TANKS TINGxX-dear! tanks CRabbies n MingshUang`_si n wu-meiis`_ tanks Slacker.inc.! hahas

i've got 2 ..not 1 butt 2!

2 of da same gift.. a pooh bear wid brown ho0ds!..

hehes..1 from `_si n wu miies`_ n one more from the slacker.inc

lolz!maebe tt bear reallips suits miies lots!

got moii report slip back todae.beta den moii expectations..wwhees!nice birthdae!

blk 610 there derrs bb court dunch lik miies!!! got injured !! Aggaiin!!

DANCIN had alwaes been moii passion..
since young..
I DREAMT to be a top-notch ballet dancer..
Let da audience adore moii graceful movements...
i would love da magical moments out there..on stage..







i woke up from moii dream..about last year..knowin tt there's no more possiblity..


it was all due to moii parents...destroyin moii dreams..


now,
14,
i wanna learn hip hop dancin..
they dun even wan to subsidise miiex 20% of da price..
they are so unsupportive..y r they lik tt??
freakos...

i'm gonna save up...till wen i'm rich...i gonna learn dancin..be independent ..make sumting out of it...

it was all due to moii parents...destroyin moii dreams...

OUT by jolene lee

secreted heart , opened lock
opened to many , none have known
who i really am , substances tt made me up


trapped. in a crazy.
with maniac screams all day.


how can i concentrate?
how can i live?


EVERYONE HATES ME i hates em to0
EVERYONE SLACKS ME no~

with a glance or none.
they shunned me. with noisy buzz
I dont want!

help help help please help me .
GET ME FREE.

OUT by jolene lee

isolated

i just dunnoe wad's wrong
for every step i took
i felt that i m gonna fade awae

fading to a far place
where i'll be all alone
without anione single soul being able reachin miiex
far awae, with no one.

the place is far.
isolated.
blue.
cold.
No one.

Things ran through moii mind.
FEAR.
sense of belongin were no where near.
LONELINESS.
down.
SHIVERS.

far awae .
without being able to feel anione.
DREAMING.
the place is freezing.
no one was there to help.
HOPELESS.
empty.

tis ish da moment tt i reallips needs everyone tt appears in moii life every day.
moii frens.
moii bestiies.
moii family.
moii loved ones.

i need all.
i want all.

i dun wanna fade.
into that souless location.
i dun eva wan to c it again.
i m afraid.
get tt sight off miiex.
i cant help it.
HELP MIIEX.
get miiex out.
it 's scsary nort to c anione there.

isolated`

SLACKO!!

guess wad?? i'm currentliie at home..slackin d0in noting much..
hahas..
on9 tokin to moii dear, theng theng n ha0 sen{[da tall one!!]}
i'm jealous of his height..hahas..
butt i can neva dream of getTin his height..hahas
2e`06 rawksS..rulesS..onlips da pure ones i mean!! hahas..lols..2e unite oii! hahas..
sick also sick together..i'm feelin co0l now..moii back hurts alot presentllie..near moii kidney there..dunchnoe wad to do lehs..painful man..i feelin sick now!!!
g0rt tw0 daes mc!!hahas..cool rites??

i love u moii dar..i miss u man..i lurbbe da ring!!

i'm bored now..takin temperature currentllie..hahas..

dunn0e if i shld go sch norts tml..hahas..
CHOP ISH BY MIIEX!!!

`_[(Juciiebble miiex)]`_

tannin rawksS moii world once again!!! weeXx...hate suckerS!....

kaYliN + $un = LOBSTER??!

yays!!

went suntannin wid kaylin!!it rawksS totalliie!!

da first tingiie tt happened wen we s0rta settlled down at sent0sa was tt moii plastic bag flew awae!

hahas

it jus sounds s0 retarded kkaes?? hahas

we were like goin in a wet weather.But it was FUN!!no joke.

we plaed in da superb saltiie water while we waited f0r da sun to cum out.

it finalliie came out after l0ng.

it was wierd of us sittin up n lyin down on 'smo0th sand' wen the sun came n go.

moii wh0le bodiie was lik practicalliie buried orr covered wid SAND!! kaYliN was wOrst kkaes??hahas.

sun+kaylin =LOSTER!!

she might be even redder den a cooked lobster..she was actuallie RAW SALMON.hahas.hEr skin'll be cracked lik mad!!the process ish terribly awfful.

_((to kaYliN:I'm TANNER!!))_

mdm yeo suckxX

havin long hair = gotta be tortured

i reallips cant stand moii stuppiid , trashditional school.
it's lik rubbishiie suckkiie.

long hair-in dance- chinese dance!!-accused- tortured lik mad

i dun lik moii sch.it plainllie sucks moii life . so trashiie .

to get into da veriie topic ish tt i was tryin to tok bout ish tt i was caught plaein volleyball by mdm yeo and me n meiling's intention to shorten da time of chinese dance was den discovered.
wen we were in the dance room,qiao hui came up n loook for us.
tot gort sum good news or wadeva at first.
she said tt mdm ye0 wans to c us.

haiis..
den she was lik scold scold scold.
so0 ..argh!!
it was alright till da part tt she ish veriie irritatable.
she ish lik forcing us to quit dance n stuffs . sae wad cut hair larhs n stuffs.sae wad we ran awae.
yeaps . i noe i was at fault in da first place.but..haiis...
ling-na n i was lik superb irritated n angriiex..

tears streamed down from our eyes in da toilet. cos we cant contain the fury flame burning in us.
peggie n kyle*sorries *dun reallips noe how to spell* came n toked to us.
i tot they were kinda veriie nice n good..


todae , went wid ben , hui-na , n him..
hehes..
so furnnie wen hold his hand..qing de n zi xiang was lik hold hand hold hand...
hahas...
he ish so tall tt wen we holdin hand i walk lik veriie wierd..cos he ish too tall lers...

hahas...

muacks!!~ love him~ina state of confusion~

wakakas...am i suppose to be happie??

was crazziie ..hahs..nvm...

i'm on clouds nine.yays! i jus realised tt runnin ish so fun.i used to hate it.but after the cross country yesterdae. i love runnin!hahs.ming shuang, it's not ur entireliie ur fault kkaes.

i dunnoe y but i suddenllie jus realise tt moii class rawkxX moii life!! i love everiieone in 2e`06!!hahas.but except for sha tan .hehes.

muackiies! love u much!!

*//lovin u*//

i jus dun understand wat's wrong wid my'ai ai' benson...
i didnt lie/bluff to him or anione else..
i tink it is ridiculous... super ridiculous...
haiis..

yesterdae ish lik super fun...
went swimmin wid meiling..
den after we met up wod desmond... zhiqiiang...jun he and fENg ronG ...
hahas...
i tink junhe n zhiqiang was lik their dressin was kinda ~cool..
hehes...
feng rong was quite kawaii bahz...
we took ne0 ne0 but desmond neva take cos he gotta fetch his little bro from sum activitiie...
hehehs..
i lik tt ne0 ne0...hehez..

love it..

*// givin up ish a difficult process*//

tannin madness...went on..

i love tanin ...
the result of tannin rawkxX...
becom darker..
browner...

sun bathin...
yesterdae..
caused my skin to crack due to dryness...n the result of toastin moiself under da hot sun..

tannin rawkxX moi world...
went to tann wid my second sista, jess jie and her best frennie..sandiie..
super fun n shiok...
but after an hour+ da roastin...couldnt realli stand da heat..
hahas...
ate SUBWAY!!
love it...
muaksS
endin here.!!

//*i love u//*crosses is crossed..//*help her//*

CROSSED

crosses ish crossed
wonderin to cling on or to giv him up
he's a cuttie
but not mine..
he wans to belongs to her...
but miie..bein a sadist..
X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_X_
CROSSED

i dint noe y i dun reallips feel sad todae...
tho i shld hav bin...
haiis...
*cheers*
it's good to stae neutral feelin...
my bro now ish downloadin maple..
it's sooooo long!!!
after an hour of waitin it's still another hour to be waited..
haiis..

CROSSES ISH CROSSED>..>help her!

sadistic
gave him da giftiie yesterdae..
kaylin n bernice ask him to look into his baggie...
i tink he looked..
tink he went home le den open it..

i love him..
tinkin of him..
love him more by bit each dae..
bit more by each min each second..

so sad..
didnt tok to him for '2 daes'??
sadistic mie..
he seems to be ignorin miie...
or shld i sae avoidin??
bleeds more...

haiis ...
is lovin someone so terrible..
so painful??
makin ma life a sadistic on3

received presents for valentines todae..yay! but got a bit too late

i wan him to feel da same wae for me lik i felt for him...
fallin deeper in love wid him...

noe ma` hearttie .. would u??
maebe u noe le..
but no nid for u to avoid me de lo...]
tell miie tt u dun lik me den can le...
den wounds of mine would jus multipliie lik da bacteria in warm conditions..
pierced..rubbed ..drowned..heart...

depressed...

VAlentinEs dae ish tml..
it's lik ma` god..
bimbs are rich..
neva mind bout em`orh her??....

i bought sumting cute for him..
hehes..
decided to smuggle into his baggie..
hahas
qiao sae giv him personallie..
i'm scared..
sianz

he loves h3r!!

haiis...

he was on9...
he caught no hints at all wen i ask him stuffs..
wenjie bro said he noes liao...cos of he ask wenjie den he told him..
den he sae he 'll accept me if i ask he wateva..den i'm lik duh-uh...

haiis...
miserable miie...
no hints caught...
duh-uh..
haiis...

*//noe ma` heart *//i love u*//seriousliie*//

HE lOveS hEr.. Ma` heart blE3ds

nice soul help me ask who he loves/lik

he ansed back which iish her

i loves him

he loves her

ma` heart sobx

it ache

weneva i c u

********************************************************************************

however , i tink u r so cute

so loveliie

u changed ur smile

somehow or rather

love it

so special

such a cutiiez

********************************************************************************

but i 'm so sad..

unable to reach for ya

so near yet so far

ma` heart iish equiavalent to thosand of needles and arows piercin thru

-bleedin-

u loves her

she 's so nice..

but ma` heart was wounded seriousli

such a sadist

sobxX..

my heart is dyin

i felt lik cryin wen i look at u in class

s0bBinz lik mad

would u noe ma` heart or neva??

i would make it clear to u

givin u a v'dae present

to hint u

under manniiex' encouragement..

u mae reject but ma` heart will stop pumpin

die instantliie

on da spot

u dun noe ma` heart

//*love ya//*noe ma` heart//* followin tactic(lolz)//*

yays!!
made new spectiie!!
my wishlist ..1 of it ish goniie!!
hahas
it's good..
spent lotsa moniie..
haiis

i'm waitin for u

i'm waitin for u

to cum on9

i MAEBE had da courage to tell u..

i lurvve u...

tresures u

u r so cute..

so lovable..

so brown..

hahas

..

tanks for all frens de concern!!

i lurve u guys too..

LuRvv3 him more of cos..

lols..

PEOPLE WHO CONCERNS MIIE >>U RAWKXx 0N!! *LURVVE U GUYS!!*MUACKXx!!